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We entered into the washroom.. Both of us in a bathrobe.. He pulled out the belt and slid the bathrobe.. It fell on the ground and I stood there naked and so was he.. He pushed me into the bath tub.. I sat in while he bent and poured the foam on my shoulder and blew it.. His warm blow gave me shivers... He took another layer of foam and rubbed over my breast.. I moaned and arched my back so that he could get more access to it..

I laid back on the bath tub while he entered in it.. His fingers ran throughout my body.. Any part of my body was not left untouched by him.. He nuzzled his nose in my neck and I moaned.. He looked at me and cupped my face..

You are the best thing that happened to me Raavi..

His words left my eyes moist.. He moved closer and took my lips in a kiss.. It was as if a bliss to me.. I wont be ashamed of the fact that I love this man when he loves me.. When he touches me.. When he kisses me.. It makes me feel complete.. He rubbed his hand over my arms and took my palms and entwined them with his.. while we were still kissing.. He started giving wet kisses all over my neck and down my cleavage..
He kissed and played with my boobs..He fingered me and when I started cumming he just entered into me and thrusted.. As we reached the climax both og us took a shower and came out..

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I walked into Shivas cabin while he was bzy on the call.. He looked at me and passed a smile..

Ohh yes yes Mr. Oberoi would love to meet you there.. Plz plz bring your family too.. Yeah!! Take care.

He left the call and his sweet smile turned into irritation..

Whats wrong Shiv??

Raavi if this deal wouldnt be so important to me then I would just have cancelled it..

Why what's wrong??

I asked out of concern..

This man Mr. Oberoi he has 5 kids. Can you believe that?? Why do ppl have to make kids?? Cant they be just happy as a couple??

Shiva gave a frustrating look.. How didnt we ever had a talk over this?? Shiva doesnt like kidss?? They are the most beautiful and the purest creations of God and he doesnt like them?? That means Shiva and I wouldn't be having our kids..???

You hate kids Shiva??

He looked at me and rolled his eyes..

Idk but I just dont like them.. Creating a mess around urghh whatever..

He let go of the topic and took the files from my hand.. I walked back into my cabin.. Thinking about his words tears crept on my cheeks..Why didnt we ever had a talk over it?? My head started aching.. I felt nothing was good.. The urgency to puke made me run into the washroom.. And then all of a sudden my head started spinning.. Oh hod what was wrong with me.. I walked out of my cabin.. I thought to take a fresh air .. I called Shiva.. and informed him that I would be leaving early as I felt something very weird with health.. He was worried for me and insisted me that he would drop me home..

Both of us sat in a car and it was a silent ride.. Why doesnt Shiva like kids?? Only this question ran in my mind..

So we are never gonna make babies??

I asked loud enough in a curiosity.. I couldnt have kept it to me.. To know about this side of him I had to open up.. He gave a sudden jerk to the car.. He looked at me baffled..He kind of rolled his eyes and looked at me..

I dont think so Raavi.. Atleast not now plz.. We have so much to do in life..

This broke my heart.. I felt really very bad.. But why?? He never said he doesnt want kids.. He said a while later.. Maybe he changes his perception by then?? I think I should just stop thinking..

Shiva dropped me home and I lay down on the bed just watching the empty ceiling.. I wanted to eat an ice cream.. the sudden craving oh god.. I am surely not well I felt.. I walked into the kitchen and got the ice cream bucket and started munching.. Umm those choco chips in between them is lovee..

I got my phone and started surfing over the internet.. I have no clue what made me reach the pregnancy site.. I went through few articles where women who gave out their experience as a mother was so beautiful that it gave me an urge to experience it as well.. But my heart broke when I thought of Shiva.. Maybe he isnt ready yet.. Or maybe he is scared of such a big responsibility..

And My eyes fell over the symptoms of pregnancy..
It included all those stuffs that I had been experiencing since morning.. Wait what?? Should I undergo a Urinary pregnancy test??? But what if it turns negative?? My brain yelled. And what if it turns positive?? My heart screamed.. I quickly took my mobile and dialled the nearest medical shop for a UPT kit and he got them asap..

I waited for the result.. I could se two red markings.. I rubbed my eyes and looked at it again.. what was I pregnant?? No no plzzz.. I cried out in joy.. Walked out and looked myself in the mirror.. my face showed different sort of happiness.. My baby is gonna come to this world.. Mine and Shivass.. And the smile left off my face.. I sat down.. How would he react to this?? Will he accept it or.. what if he asks to abort my baby?? No no he is Shiva.. he is an angel he wont ever do that.. never ever..

I heard the door bell ring.. I walked to the door and opened it to find Shiva.. He was back all tired and exhausted.. I got a glass of water for him.. He smiled and took the glass.. And pulled my hand and made me sit right on his lap.. I untied his tie and unbuttoned two buttons of his shirt.. My mind still thinking how to disclose such a big news to him.. Will he ever understand..

Actually Shiva.. I need to talk to you..

He looked at me in anticipation.. I was scared.. but I had to somehow say it.. He is the Father of the child and he has the whole right.. I closed my eyes..

Shiva I am PREGNANT..

I blurted out in a go.. Slowly I opened my eyes and saw him still.. He just made me stand up and sit on the other side.. I was expecting him to say something but he just stood up and left the house.. What did just happen?? My heart broke into pieces..

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I sat in the bedroom literally doing nothing..

Baby.. Its ok.. I am going to convince your papa and I am sure he is going to love you more than your mumma.. He will be the bestest Papa of the world..

I heard the door being closed.. Shiva was here.. Should I go and talk to him?? Or let him be alone?? He came to the room and dragged me out.. I was shocked.. My tears started rolling down the cheeks.. He made me sit in the car and drove off.. I was scared hell scared.. And so was my baby for sure..

Shiva I think we can talk over it.. Listen both of us together will do it.. its not as tough as you feel..

He was quiet.. He didnt speak.. As if his tongue left his mouth.. nor did he even once saw me..

Shiva I am not going to abort my baby.. Or else I will die.

I yelled beyond my vocal cords.. And he gave a sudden brake.. He took me out of the car..

Have you lost it Raavi?? You think I will kill my baby?? This is our baby.. Shiva and Raavis baby.. He is going to complete us.. I would never think of killing him.. and nor am I letting you die never atleast not before me..

I cried.. He wiped my tears..

I was scared.. I thought you are taking me to the hospital for aborting the baby..

Shut up Raavi.. I would never do that.. In fact I got you here only so that we could get married.. We live together and that doesnt mean society is going to accept that.. I want my baby to live a respectful life.. And For that we need to get married.. Understood??

He had tears in his eyes.. Yes Shiva Pandya was crying for his baby.. We walked to the mandap and got married..

Thats how I turned to Mrs Raavi Shiva Pandya.. He hugged me tightly..

I love you Mrs Raavi Shiva Pandya..

I blushed.. He knelt down to my tummy..

And you are my jaan jnr Pandya.

He said and kissed my tummy..

9 months Later We were blessed with a baby girl..

She is like her dad..

Shiva said looking at the new born baby in his arms.. He had a trophy winning smile on his face.. I felt capturing this moment and never letting it fade off..

Raavi what you think?? What shall we name our baby??

I smiled..

How about Shivi??

I asked.. Shiva looked at me and smiled.. He had sparkle in his eyes..

Shivi is perfect.. A part of Shiva and a part of Raavi.. Shivi

He smiled..

And that name makes me " Closer to you" forever..

I said with moist eyes.. Shiva came close to me and kissed my forhead..

Thank you for gifting me the worlds best gift..

*Curtains Down*