It's been a few months, and I'm a regular guest at Jeongguk's house. His parents are actually very sweet. I was so convinced that they thought of me as an ungrateful brat when I told them I didn't want to run my parents business. Tonight we are sitting together, along with Jimin in the comfortable living room. We are watching some of the videos I've filmed, and edited for school. It was so fun, and everyone really enjoyed what I'd brought with me.

"You have a gift Haerin."

"Thank you Aunty. I really love doing it."

Jeongguk's parents went to bed after a while, leaving the 3 of us to clean up and hang out. It's always fun to be around these guys. They don't ever make me feel anything but accepted for who I am. After the drama with Somi, I had a long talk with Jimin. At the end it was agreed that I wouldn't buy gifts for them anymore. It was mostly so I could feel confident that they loved me for who I am and not what I have. I appreciated both of them for making sure that if we hung out, they brought money with them, and often didn't allow me to pay.

"So, are we going to the pre-graduation party tomorrow?"

I looked up at Jimin and just shrugged my shoulders. The truth is I don't want to go. Jeongguk is not in our class, and my only other friend is Jimin. Everyone else is fake, and only talks to me because of my money. That sad fact has been made abundantly clear.

"Jeongguk can come with us... come on Hae it's going to be fun!"

"I don't want to go... No-one will care anyway."

"I'll go Haerin. Jimin's right... It'll be fun. And you've worked hard, so you should be celebrating your graduation..."

I look at Jeongguk's smile, and reluctantly agree. As long as these 2 will be with me, then I'm sure it'll be fun.

"YESSS!! We're going to have such a good time!!"

Jimin is just too excited. I noticed Jeongguk looks a little down and I get up and sit on his lap, making him look at me.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing... I just realized that you're both leaving school in a few weeks..."

Laying my head on his chest, I run my fingers through his hair. I don't know what to say because he's not wrong. He's not the only one that is sad about it, but I don't tell him right now. I am worried that if I go to school in Seoul, he'll move on and find another girlfriend. When I expressed that to him the last time, he got pissed at me. The disappointment he had  thinking that I don't believe our relationship is serious to him, made me ashamed. I never express these fears anymore to not have another fight.

"I'm sorry Jeongguk-ah... You know we'll never leave you behind right?!?"

Jimin's silly voice and his sudden attack on Jeongguk's hair, leaves us all laughing. The night finishes, and Jeongguk drives us both home. When we get to my house, I just sit in the car with him. He seems deep in thought, and I don't want to disturb him so I just sit and look out the window.

"Are you tired Haerin?"

His voice reaches out to me like a warm hand. I turn to see that he's staring at me with a look I don't recognize.

"Not really... Are you?"

"No..."

"Do you want to come inside? We could go swimming..."

"Sure... Sounds perfect."

We get out of the car and he follows me to the door. His hand on my hip gives me a chill, but I open the door and we head inside. The lights are dim as no-one is here. The staff always leaves just a few lights on when they leave and I'm out of the house. After we remove our shoes, we walk to the pool house.

I open the closet and bring out a pair of swim trunks for Jeongguk while also grabbing my bikini. I turn to go into the bathroom, but Jeongguk stops me with a hand on my arm. I look at him with a question, but he just looks at the floor.

"Did you change your mind? We don't have to go swimming."

He doesn't answer but just looks up into my eyes. I notice his blushed cheeks, and I go to him and touch his forehead.

"You don't have a fever... Are you alright? You're flushed..."

He grabs my hand and pulls me to him causing me to bump into his chest. I immediately feel why he's blushing as my stomach collides with his crotch.

"Hae... I can't stop thinking about you. I love you so much. How much longer do we wait?"

His voice is low and rumbles through his chest. I'm immediately aware that my own face is probably a deep shade of red as he stares deep into my eyes. He's waiting for me to say something, but my voice is stuck in my throat. I'm nervous suddenly for all the reasons any girl would be.

"Haerin-ah... I love you."

"I love you too."

As soon as the words leave my mouth, he crashes his lips on mine. One hand is in my hair pushing it behind my shoulder and holding the base of my head. His other hand grips tightly on my hip, pulling me closer. I reach my arms around his neck and fiddle with his hair. Our tongues begin to massage the other's, and I feel dizzy from the sensations in my body.

He pulls away from my mouth, panting. Before I even know what's happening he grabs my thighs and lifts me off the floor. I circle my legs around his waist automatically, leaning in to kiss him again. My back meets the bed and he crawls over me, diving back in to join our lips.

His hands rest on my sides and I feel him caressing the skin above the waistband of my jeans. His fingers are shaking, and I know he's as nervous about this as I am. He tentatively moves his hand up under my shirt. He halts just under my bra, but continues to kiss me breathless. When we both can't breathe, he pulls away and moves his lips to my neck. I run my hands into his hair as he nips and licks my neck.

He sucks a spot that is especially sensitive, and I moan. Loving that I made that noise, he repeats the action. Tingles run all over my body with his shaking, roaming hands. I move my hands to his shoulders and push him back. He looks at me, confused by my action.

"I'm sorry... Do you want to stop?"

I take a couple deep breaths and put my hands under his shirt, lifting it off of him. I then begin unbuttoning my own shirt while he watches me. When my shirt is open, I suddenly feel shy. I look away and he catches my movements.

"Baby... You're beautiful... So sexy..."

I meet his smiling face, and his lusty eyes, and can't help smiling back. Helping me sit up I remove my shirt completely. His eyes rake over my exposed torso, pausing at my still covered breasts. His breathing is heavy, and I see his eyes darken.

"Can I take that off?"

His voice is quieter than before because he's shy to push too far. Just that fact makes me bolder, and I unclip my bra. I reach out and take his trembling hands, placing them on my body.

"Touch me Jeongguk-ah... I want you to."

His eyes snap to mine and he moves his hands up my abdomen towards my breasts. I see his pupils dilate as he pushes the fabric of my bra off of me, exposing my hardened nipples to him. The bra straps slide down my arms and he throws it somewhere in the room. His eyes don't leave my chest and he licks his lips.

He glances at my eyes, and I just smile at him. His hand reaches out to touch my breast, and once he has, he palms it, squeezing gently. A huff of nervous air leaves his mouth, and he looks at me for my reaction to his touch. I lean up to kiss his nervous lips and give him some courage. While our lips and tongues work together his fingers start rubbing my nipples, causing me to shudder.

Immediately, he stops and looks at me, scared. His hands are now on his thighs because he thinks he did something wrong. I grab his wrist and bring his hand back to my breast.

"You didn't hurt me..."

"I'm nervous... I'm sorry Hae..."

His cheeks and ears are bright pink, and he looks away from me. I grab his face in my hands, turning him to face me.

"You don't need to be sorry. I'm nervous too. We don't have to continue if you want to stop..."

"Do you want me to stop?"

I shake my head, no. He crashes his lips on mine. Lips, teeth, tongue all clashing. He groans as he grinds his hips towards me suddenly and I run my hands down his abdomen. Separating from the kiss, he dives his face into my chest. I feel his tongue circle one of my nipples and I moan while arching my back.

He continues to lick and suck my breast while using his fingers to flick the other one. My stomach feels like a coil is wrapped inside. Every time he sucks on my nipple a zing goes straight to my core. I fumble with the button of his jeans and he leans back, looking into my eyes.

"You're sure Haerin?"

"Yes... I want this too Jeongguk... I want you."

I feel his hands over mine and he helps me pop the button open. He takes my hand and places it on the bulge behind his zipper.

"Go ahead baby... Touch me..."

It's my turn to blush uncontrollably as I rub my hand over his bulge. I feel him twitch inside his pants and he groans. I get brave and start to open his zipper, wanting to see all of him. He kneels back as I open his pants. He pushes his jeans down over his hips. His boxers are tented by his dick and I get nervous. He's big... Much bigger than I thought...

He stands up next to the bed and pulls his jeans off completely. He reaches out and unbuttons my pants. His hands grip the waist of my jeans and I lift my butt for him to pull them off of me. We're now only in our lower underwear, and staring at each other's bodies. His torso is firm, and he's got a really sexy v-line I've never noticed before. I sit up and reach my shaking hands out and place them on his hips.

Looking up at him, I find his dark eyes staring back into mine. He places his hands over mine, holding our eye contact. I feel him hook my fingers into the waistband of his boxers and help me move them down. I feel, more than actually see, his dick jump out of his underwear when we've moved them down far enough. I don't look down, but just stare into his mesmerizing eyes.

Placing his hands on my shoulders, he steps out of his boxers. He leans down, kissing me deeply again. I feel his hand take one of mine in his and bring it to his cock. Wrapping my fingers around it, I'm surprised at how smooth it is. He helps me move my hand at a slow pace, pumping him. I feel the veins and the heat as I continue on my own when he lets go.

My arm burns and feels tired from the movement, but when he moans at how good it feels, I forget my pain. His eyes fall closed and he throws his head back while thrusting his hips forward into my hand. Curious, and feeling it would make him happy, I shift quickly and lick the tip of his member. His hand flies to rest on my head when I take him into my mouth. I don't know what I'm doing, but I move my head back and forth hoping it's correct.

He whines loudly in such a high pitch, I panic and pull away. Did I hurt him? He's breathing fast and hard, and his hand is in a fist on my head.

"I'm sorry..."

His eyes open quickly and he stares at my frightened face. His hand relaxes and he cups my chin and leans down to kiss me fondly.

"Why would you be sorry baby?"

"I didn't hurt you?"

A cute chuckle leaves his lips and he shakes his head.

"It felt amazing..."

"Oh... Do you want me to do it again?"

"No need..."

His lips meet mine again and he pushes me back onto the bed, resting his hips between my thighs. One hand plays with my breasts again while the other goes to my panties. He rubs me through the fabric causing me to feel like my soul left my body. A moan from deep inside sounds into his mouth and he smirks down at me.

"You're so wet baby... Can I take your panties off?"

I look away, burning in embarrassment, but nod my agreement. I feel the fabric slide down my legs, dragging the dampness with it. Is it supposed to be like that? I feel like maybe I wet myself and didn't realize... What if he's disgusted by me. My eyes are squeezed shut and I feel his lips graze mine. I peep my eyes open to see him watching me.

"What's the matter Haerin? Tell me..."

"I don't know... I'm nervous that I might have peed..."

I look away from his eyes and wish I could disappear. I feel his hand again turn my head to face him, but I keep my eyes shut.

"Look at me baby... Please."

I open my eyes to his smiling and calm face. He pecks my lips and rests his forehead on mine.

"You didn't pee Haerin. You are aroused."

"Why were my panties so wet then?"

"Your body is preparing you to be penetrated. It's like a lubricant you produce... It's completely normal baby."

"Why do you know this and I don't?"

He grins mischievously, shaking his head.

"Porn baby... Porn"

I giggle at him and he joins me as we both feel comfortable for the first time.

He trails kisses down my neck again, and fondles my breasts. I allow myself to relax into it and clear my mind. I lose myself to the sensations of his tongue and hands gliding over my body. When one of his hands cups my sex I moan. A finger starts swirling down there and I lose mind. He's gentle and tentative, but my hips move on their own to push him to rub more.

The heat in my body is intense, and the knot in my belly is back. His teeth graze my nipple and he pushes a finger inside of me causing me to whine at the sensation. It burns, but also feels really good. He moves his finger in and out and I tangle a hand in his hair and fist the sheet with the other. He adds a second finger inside me and it hurts, but when he sucks my nipple the jolt through my body feels amazing. He keeps pumping his hand and I am panting as I feel something is happening.

When his thumb circles the bundle of sensitivity outside while his fingers move in and out I feel a wave of heat over my whole body. I start shaking and almost convulsing. I moan his name really loudly and he keeps pumping into me until I scream and feel like the knot in my abdomen releases. He removes his fingers and gets on his knees between my legs. I open my eyes and see him smiling down at me.

"I love you so much Haerin."

"I love you more Jeongguk."

He laughs at me, and presses the tip of his dick into me. He pauses, and stares into my eyes. I get worried because he stops what he's doing. His hand cups my cheek while he kisses me deeply.

"What's wrong Jeongguk?"

He just smiles gently while caressing my face. He seems torn about something, and I reach up to take his face in my small hands.

"Tell me..."

"It's going to hurt Haerin... I'm scared to hurt you and make it a bad experience."

I am so in love with him. He is more concerned about me than his own pleasure. I know that I am the luckiest girl to have him, and I don't want it to be anyone else.

"I don't mind Jeongguk... I know you won't hurt me on purpose. I love you. If you want to stop it's okay. I'll wait until you're ready. But I don't want anyone else but you to be my first."

He leans down and connects our lips, kissing me deeply. He pushes himself into me and it hurts so much. I feel like my lower half is being ripped in half, and I try not to cry out. He doesn't move and waits until I've adjusted. It burns and feels awful right now. I feel him wipe tears I didn't know I was shedding and kiss my cheek.

"I'm so sorry Haerin. Do you want me to stop?"

I open my eyes to look into his worried eyes. I feel awful that I can't just suck it up... Maybe I just need to power through. This is the worst, right?

"No... I'm alright. Maybe just move some."

He begins moving in and out slowly and I lean up and kiss him, asking for a distraction. After a bit, the pain lessens and I ask him to move faster. He begins moving faster and harder, and even though it still stings, the knot is starting again. He pushes into me deep and it's like he hit a button that causes me to let out a loud moan. He seems pleased with that and continues to hit the same spot repeatedly.

"God Hae, you're so tight... I'm not going to last..."

"I love you Jeongguk... It feels so good now... Shit!"

He pounds faster into me, snapping his hips hard and deep making me crazy. I'm moaning his name over and over. He grips my hips hard and I know I'm going to have his finger marks.

"Jeongguk... Look at me... I want to see your eyes..."

He opens his eyes and we connect deeply while he continues to thrust into me. I know I'm close and I fight to keep my eyes open. After a few more thrusts I can't hold it anymore, and release on him while trembling and moaning. He pumps into me a few more times and I feel his warm liquid filling me up. He is groaning and moaning my name and it's the sexiest thing I've ever seen and heard.

When he's done, he collapses towards me, careful to not crush me with his whole weight. Placing sweet kisses on my face and neck he pushes himself up looking into my eyes.

"Are you alright baby?"

"I'm perfect. That was amazing... Thank you Jeongguk... I love you!"

Our lips connect and he pushes my hair away from my sweaty forehead. I feel how much he loves me in this moment and I'm the happiest I've ever been.

"Let's take a shower baby. I want to get you cleaned up so you feel good."

I nod and he pulls out of me causing a shot of pain to run through my body. I bite back the yell, but my face can't hide my discomfort. He apologizes and kisses me over and over. I let him lift me from the bed and carry me to the shower. I bury my face in the crook of his neck feeling overwhelmed suddenly.

"Baby? Are you crying?"

"I'm okay... I just love you so much Jeongguk."

"I love you too... I'm going to love you forever Haerin."

We spend the rest of the night, cleaning each other, and cuddling in bed. We spoke promises to each other, and I felt so content with the man I love holding me in his arms while I drifted to sleep.

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