~~~~~Haerin

Burrowing into the thick blanket, I allow my body to sink into the luxurious mattress. The night sky outside the huge windows is clear, and the moon is shining brightly. It feels like a dream that I'm going to wake up from, but the soft snores that escape Jeongguk's lips remind me it's real. I can't seem to relax though... My whole body is tense, and my heart beats fast and loud in my ears.

A week has passed since we met with the CEO of his company. He was a nice man who was very apologetic about the papers that were presented to me. I found him honest, and genuine, but it made me nervous because I wasn't. He asked me about my children, and I was happy to talk about Ye-Jun, and Mi-Hi... But of course it didn't end there. He asked about me, and if I was going to school, or if I have a job... I sat frozen while Jeongguk caressed my thigh under the table. I stuttered out a reply, but my head was exploding in pain, and I know it didn't make sense to him.

I cried all night thinking that he'll find out and take Jeongguk away from me. I am not fit to be with such a person as he's become. If the world finds out about me, I don't know what I'll do... Jeongguk saved me by telling him that I'm between jobs, and he seemed satisfied with that. I hated that the lie is necessary though... It just proves that I'm an embarrassment, and he's ashamed of me...

"Hey... What's wrong? Haerin-ah?"

Strong arms grab ahold of me and draw me closer. I hadn't realized that I was crying, and I hate that I woke him up again.

"Talk to me Hae... Why are you crying?"

"I don't know... I just feel so ashamed of myself Jeongguk... I hate that you have to lie to people..."

"I don't have to lie... I only did because I thought it would be easier for you... But I won't lie anymore if you want me to tell them."

I turn to look at him, and find him smiling at me. His hands cup my face and wipes the water falling from my eyes with his thumbs. I can't bear to look into his eyes, so I close mine.

"I love you Haerin... You, and the kids, are the most important things in my life. I won't let anyone hurt you, or disrespect you..."

His pillow lips brush against my own, and I crack my eyes open. He kisses me harder, pouring love, and affection into it. My heart pounds in my chest, and he pulls my body closer. We've kissed many times, but this feels different. His hands roam my curves, and his lips become needy. It's been so long since we've been intimate, and suddenly I'm nervous. I know we were together at Rush, but that was because of the drugs... It was just sex... I haven't 'made love' to anyone in a very long time.

Pulling away from him to catch my breath, he stares at me with such affection that my heart stops. I feel shy under his gaze, and I look away. His breathing is heavy, and I can feel his erection against my thigh. I don't know what to do right now because I feel so inadequate. If I had a drink, or some drugs in my system, I wouldn't even hesitate... He's asking for a deeper connection though, and I'm scared.

"Haerin... I love you."

"I know... I... I love you too..."

"Tell me what's bothering you then..."

"I don't know if I'm ready... I know you must think I'm dumb... How can a paid whore"

"Shut up... Stop calling yourself as that..."

Sighing, I look up at him, only to find him angry now. He pulls himself away from me, and I feel cold when his body heat leaves. I try not to start crying again, but the fear of losing him comes back. He is standing now as I watch him walk to the window. His back is to me and I see his shoulders shaking... I scurry from the covers and make my way to him. When I place my hand on his back, he flinches but I don't back away.

"i'm sorry... i didn't mean to make you mad..."

"You think I'm mad at you?"

I hear it now... His voice is thick and raspy with a quiver that betrays him.

"Jeongguk-ah... Why are you crying?"

In all the time I've known him, he's never cried in front of me. He won't look at me, and every time I try to stand in front of him, he turns away. Did I say something wrong? My own heart is breaking, but he won't tell me what's happening.

"Please... Jeongguk... I'm sorry..."

I lose my battle with my own tears, and I fall onto my knees. I can't believe this is how we end... I feel him walk by me, and I curl into myself some more. Why did I hesitate? I want to be physical with him, but I'm afraid... Does he not understand? Why would a slut like me ever say no to sex? It was too personal though... I haven't had that kind of heart and soul connection in many years... Since I was last with Jeongguk... And now I've wrecked it again...

"i'm sorry... so so so sorry... please... don't leave me alone..."

I feel a warm blanket wrap around me, and the strong arms pulling me back against his chest. He's kneeling on the floor behind me, and I didn't even notice he came back.

"i'm not going anywhere..."

I turn quickly, and grab onto him, burying my head in the crook of his neck. Breathing in his amazing scent, that I love so much, I calm a little. His fingers run through my hair, and I nuzzle him some more. I have missed him so much, and I never thought I'd have him in my arms again... And I am so scared I can't think straight...

"Shhhh... Baby it's alright... We're alright..."

"I'm so sorry Jeongguk..."

"Why are you sorry?"

"I feel so scared..."

"Of what? Of me?"

"Every time I feel happy... Something happens to take it away... I'm scared to... To let myself be happy..."

"Oh baby... I'm the one who's sorry... I never knew things would go so wrong... If I had, I would have stayed back then. I hate that you went through so much... It's my fault... Please forgive me Haerin-ah... I promise I'll never leave you again... You'll never be alone... Let me love you."

I don't answer him... I don't deny his words of guilt... I just attach my mouth to his, kissing him hungrily. I turn fully and straddle his lap running my hands into his hair. A groan leaves his mouth when I tug his thick locks to bring him closer. His response is quick and his hands grip onto my hips, pulling them to him. My heat rubs against his hardening cock and we both moan into each other's mouths.

Needing air, I part from him, panting... He latches his lips onto my neck, nipping and sucking. Tingles, and electric shocks, run down my spine every time he nibbles my skin. I push my hips forward wanting the friction. My core is throbbing, and I can feel my own arousal wetting my panties.

"Baby... Aaahhh..."

His moan as I grind onto his clothed member drives me insane. I look into his eyes, seeing the sparkles I've missed, and smile.

"i love you jeongguk..."

Whispering into his ear, his reaction is swift. I'm suddenly lifted closer to his body as he manages to stand and move to the bed. Dropping me on it, I see him grin as I lightly bounce. He stands there looking down at me, and I wonder if he's having second thoughts. I sit up, nervous he's about to reject me.

"Haerin-ah... I see you're worries... Stop it... I'm just appreciating how beautiful you look all messed up on our bed... You're gorgeous baby..."

I feel the heat rise up my neck, and face, as he just watches me. Leaning forward, he takes the hem of my pajama shirt, lifting it over my head causing my hair to fly about messily. His mouth is on my breast immediately, and I just hold on to his hair and shoulder. Flicking and sucking my erected bud, he massages my other breast with his hand. I gasp when he bites down lightly, feeling it directly in my core, and I begin to moan shamelessly.

"I fucking love you Haerin..."

Pushing me back onto the bed he crawls between my thighs, spreading them. He's still in his shirt and shorts, and I try to reach to remove it, but he stops me.

"Not yet baby..."

"Not fair Jeongguk... I want to see you too..."

His smile is genuine when he leans closer to my face. Our eyes are locked as I feel him slide his hand into my shorts and underwear.

"You're so wet baby... Fuck!"

His finger slides through my folds slowly, and I can't help but arch my back at the feeling. His fingers tease my clit and pull away making me whine.

"Please Jeongguk... Aaahhhnnn...."

"What do you want Haerin? Tell me and I'll do it..."

"You... I want you Jeongguk..."

I'm breathless as he's moving his fingers skillfully against my pussy...

"You have me Haerin... What do you want me to do? Tell me... How do you want me?"

"Make love to me... I want to feel you inside me Jeongguk... Aaahhh... Please Gguk-ah... Aaaahhhhnnn..."

He takes his shirt over his head and I drool at his abs... So beautiful... I'm so lost looking at his gorgeous body that the breeze on my cunt surprises me. I'm fully naked now, literally dripping in desire for him. He stands and drops his shorts and boxers. His erection jumps out slapping against his abdomen, and I lick my lips at the sight.

Crawling onto the bed, he lifts my hips, pulling me towards him. Our eyes are connected, and I don't ever want to look away. He is nudging my knees wider and I feel him position himself at my entrance.

"I love you Haerin."

"I love you too Jeongguk."

Smiling at each other, he slides his tip into me, making us both moan. My eyes start to close, and he pulls back.

"Eyes on me Baby..."

Forcing myself to keep my eyes open, I gasp as he slides his thick cock into me. It's nothing like I remember, and I can't help but moan out his name. Slowly he moves in and out, pushing further in every time. Hooking his arm under my knee he lifts one of my legs as he sinks into me completely. The feeling is intense, and he has to stop when he bottoms out inside my core.

"God baby... You're so fucking tight... I don't know if I'm going to last long..."

Joining our lips, but staring into each other's souls, he begins moving. It's slow and deep making me feel like he's in my stomach. My hands are fisting in the sheets as he continues to thrust himself at a steady pace. His grunts are sexy as he is trying to bring me to my end. The familiar knot is gathering in my stomach, and I moan loudly into his mouth. Our breaths mingle and the knot tightens.

"Jeongguk... I... I'm... Clo-close... Aaaahhh...."

"Cum baby... Let it go..."

He thrusts deep and I cum hard, yelling his name. I feel him twitch and his head falls into the crook of my neck... He continues his thrusts, moaning and swearing, and in no time, I feel him spasm as he spills inside of me. Raising his head, we dive into eye contact as he continues to thrust slowly, milking himself.

"Fuck... It's still going baby... You feel so good... You take me so well... So fucking warm... So tight... I can't stop cumming... Shit..."

Thrusting harder than before, he pounds into me deep and fast. My breath is stolen as I feel the coil again... His thumb circles around my clit, causing me to moan and buck my hips to meet his.

"Fuck... Jeongguk... I..."

"I know baby... Just let go..."

Panting, moaning, and gripping his biceps tightly, my whole body convulses as I orgasm again. He's chuckling, but he continues to push in and out. I'm so oversensitive, and I don't know how much more I can take, but he doesn't stop. Hooking my other knee over his arm, he changes the angle, and leans forward. His hands are next to my body and he continues while I already feel myself getting close again.

"I love you baby... Are you ok? Can you go more?"

"Ye-yes... Aaaaahnnnn.... Fuck..."

I orgasm violently, and I feel him let go also. The warm fluid fills me, even as our combined orgasms are leaking out of me. I whimper as he pulls out of my over sensitive womanhood. I'm scooped into his arms and he carries me to the shower. When he sets me down, my legs almost give up.

"I got you baby... I'll help you, yeah?"

I'm so exhausted, I just nod and let him hold me up. We clean each other, and he holds me close, never wanting to separate. When we're washed, and I'm in Jeongguk's shirt, we cuddle into the bed.

"I love you Jeongguk..."

"I love you too Haerin-ah..."

We share a beautiful kiss, melting into it again. Holding each other tightly, we fall asleep together, feeling comfortable and content for the first time in years.

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