they say

they say that

I'm expected

to be happy.

to be jumping up and down with joy.

to be overly jubilent every single time something not bad happens in my life.

i'm truly fine.

still fine.

yep.

stop asking me.

i'm.

fine.

please believe my truth.

i'm genuinely okay.

please just let me be that.

i'm not sad.

not hurting.

that doesn't have to make me astoundingly happy

or at least it shouldn't.

although they clearly don't agree,

maybe it's okay to be 'just' okay sometimes.

i don't understand why that is so difficult to grasp.

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omg i didn't expect to get 550 views... like that's seriously nothing but this is a first for me so yay! 

also it probably gets soooo annoying to read my weird and very scattered A/Ns but i'm writing this anyway because i can be stubborn like that ;)