When you drop a really easy toss and you want to end your suffering and embarrassment...

(Don't mind me, just scratching out the watermark)
So yeah, the photographer got this picture of me and with no context, it looks like I'm about to shoot myself.
But here's the context: that was after the rifle death toss and I caught it kinda weird, as you can tell... right after we caught, we were supposed to bring the rifle to our left side, and I caught weird and tried to quickly shift my hands to move my rifle to my left side.