Luke looked up at the older guy walking out of the ship, how did Han always manage to take his breath away? "Han! I- I was worried!" The young boy exclaimed as he ran to the Sith's arms "why did you leave like that?" The oldest pulled back and walked to the Falcon "please, I deserve to know" the Padawan pleaded

Han stopped in his tracks "you know why" he simply said before starting to walk again

"I know nothing! I don't even know what really happened that day" the boy insisted "no one would really tell me" the Sith felt guilt kicking in, he should feel relief that Luke didn't know what happened, but he knew he'd find out one way or another "Vader is coming... I really need to know what happened, I need you to tell me" Han's eyes widened, he felt his father was already on the planet, he walked back to Luke and grabbed his wrist before rushing inside the ship

He opened a trapdoor on the floor and looked at the boy "get in" Luke went to complain "do you want us both to die, kid?" The Padawan frowned, wanting anwers for too much stuff "I promise I'll tell you everything you want to know when we get to the Death Star, trust me" the young Jedi rolled his eyes but smiled as he got in the small hidden corridor underneath the Falcon's floor, the Sith sighed and got out of the ship, seeing his father approaching "I got him" he said when Vader got to him "I'm taking him to the Death Star now, I'd like to take him to the Emperor myself" Luke frowned as he heard that, he didn't like Vader being there at all

"I'm taking a few soldiers to Coruscant to destroy the Jedi Temple" the Sith Lord said emotionless, the Jedi gasped, he had to make sure everyone was alright there

Han nodded and both Sith went to their own ships, Han sat on the pilot seat and sighed before opening the trapdoor, Luke walked out and followed him, the Jedi sat on the co-pilot's seat and did all he could to save the remaining Jedi dad, Vader is gathering troops and he's heading to the Jedi temple to destroy it

"Meet me there" Han said smiling lovingly at the boy, Luke smiled and bluhed as the Sith kissed his cheek

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At the temple, Anakin and Obi-Wan were talking about not-so-important stuff when Anakin stopped talking suddenly "what is it?" Master Kenobi asked when the youngest looked at him, eyes wide in panic

"Vader's gonna try again, he's coming" the two masters rushed to find master Yoda and master Windu

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Han landed the Falcon on the Death Star and looked for the boy, when he saw him, he took Luke to his room "well, that was easier than I thought" the Sith said, the Padawan chuckled "we really should chill out a bit now" he suggested, the youngest nodded and Han pushed him onto the bed and kissed him, "how about we take turns to lay down?" the Jedi frowned but nodded and Han sat on the floor, back against the bed"what's wrong?" The oldest asked concerned, the Padawan shook his head in dismissal "stop thinking about it kid, it'll only make you more anxious and it won't change a thing" he said standing up to sit next to the boy and play with his hair, Luke couldn't stop thinking about what could happen in the temple

"I just- this doesn't feel right" Luke sat up and Han frowned "I mean, your father is Vader and mine is Anakin and we're both like them, there's no way this can work out and we're both always happy"

Han's blood filled with anger, knowing what the boy meant "why don't you just leave?" He asked, trying to keep himself from killing the Jedi right then and there

Luke tilted his head to the side in confusion "why should I?"

"Because I hate you!" The Sith exclaimed standing up, the Padawan flinched at the harsh tone and stood up as well

The boy was taken aback by the other's response, he was in utter shock "what?"

"You heard me" this was it, Luke thought, now Han will laugh and everything will go back to normal, at least that's what he hoped

"What have I done?" The Jedi asked trembling, hoping the- now furious-Sith wouldn't notice, the young Padawan was terrified, the last time he saw Han this angry he almost died

"You just try to change me, why don't you change yourself?"

"What do you mean?" At this point Luke couldn't understand anything and Han really believed the boy was just stupid

The oldest rolled his eyes "you keep trying to turn me to the light side, why don't you just try to see everything from my point ofview?"

The youngest of the two raised his eyebrows "because it's wrong" hestated as if it was obvious, which it was to him

Han scoffed "and yours isn't?" He shot back sassily

The young boy sighed, knowing that he had to leave if he didn't want toget killed by the one he grew to love "you know what? I'll leave if that's what you want" he said leaving the room, holding back his tears and running to his x-wing

The Sith slammed the door "FUCK" he yelled sitting on the floor, back against the door and staying like that for the whole night

Luke got to his house, no one was there, the boy was alone when he needed someone the most, then he remembered about the meeting, he had five minutes to get there, he walked to his destination, trying to forget what had just happened and, most of all, forget about Han himself. He got to the meeting right before it started

The council spoke about random stuff, which Luke wasn't paying attention to, until he heard something he certainly didn't like

"Someone has to head to the Death Star and find a way to blow it" master Windu said

"I agree, but who?" Obi-Wan asked

Master Windu glanced around the room, at the four remaining Jedi and spoke "Luke" the boy tensed and his father looked at him "I want you to go to the Death Star today and find the way to blow it so we can end the Sith and the Empire"

The Padawan frowned and the one person he'd been trying to avoid thinking about crossed his mind, making him feel angrier and more confused than before "no"

"No?" Master Yoda questioned, Luke had never rejected an order before, everyone in the room was confused, especially master Skywalker

"No! Fuck off!" The boy exclaimed before leaving

"Anakin..." master Kenobi said, the youngest of the masters nodded and followed his son

"Luke?" The master called, he heard sobbing and approached the figure sitting at the end of the corridor "Luke, what happened in there?" He asked sitting next to his son

"I- I'm sorry... I can't do that" the small boy managed to choke out between sobs

"What's wrong?" The man realized the boy was shaking uncontrollably, he didn't know what to do, Luke had never had a panic attack before, the master had had a few when he was younger, then he remembered who was there for him every single time, he heard voices and looked up, the meeting was over "Obi-Wan!" Anakin called

Master Kenobi glanced at them and knew what was going on, he rushed towards the two and kneeled down in front of Luke, the boy didn't look up, tears still made their way down his face as Han crossed his mind once again, he knew he shouldn't have fallen for a Sith "hey, Luke, look at me" the oldest said, Luke did as told and looked up, "I need you to breathe, I know it's hard, but you have to try" the boy tried to stop thinking about Han, but the more he tried, the more it hurt to breathe "your father and I are here for you"  after a bit, Luke's breathing got slightly steadier "that's good" the slower the Palawan's breathing got, the more tears ran down his face

After a couple of minutes, the boy was calm, he looked up as Obi-Wan got up "thank you" he said sincerely, the master smiled and left, leaving Anakin and Luke in the middle of the corridor "dad?" The boy spoke, feeling completely exhausted, his father hummed in response "I need to tell you something... it's about..." the young Jedi took a shaky breath, knowing he'd have to tell him "... Han" the oldest frowned "he- we fought... and it was worse than I thought it could be..." Anakin knew what Luke meant, but not because of his words, but because he could see and feel how heartbroken his son was "you- you were right dad... I shouldn't have gone to the Death Star when he kissed me... I shouldn't have fallen in love with him" tears started streaming down his face once again "I'm sorry"