4 days later...
Nuska's pov
"Zaid, I think I am in love with you" I confessed My love to him,finally unable to hold it back anymore.

"What?" He questioned shocked,obviously who wouldnt be.

"I said I am in love with you" I repeated.

"Stop this unnecessary talk,Nuska" Zaid said.

"Zaid,you think this is unnecessary,huh, I am in love with you and it isn't wrong since you are my husband, please accept me"

"Nuska,stop this nonsense. I told you very clearly that this relationship will not work and I asked you to control your feelings"

"How do you expect me to control my feelings? Dont you think feelings come automatically?"

"Nuska, don't test my patience. PLEASE STOP THIS TALK"

Is it my fault that I fell in love with him?
Is it my fault,tell me?

"Is it my fault that I fell in love with you?" I shouted at him.

"Yes, it is your fault. You should have the ability to control your feelings" He yelled back.

"Please Zaid"

"Don't you dare talk another word" he yelled once again.

"What the hell Zaid"

"SHUT UP OR ELSE DIE" He shouted and sat on the bed.

What?
Die?
Only if I die you will realise my value..

I chuckled sadly and entered the bathroom and locked it.

Finally, I let go of my tears I was holding for the past few minutes.

I cried silently due to the pain of rejection.

I love him..
I love him..
I love him..

Why can't he understand that?
Dad,Mom, I want to come home.
It's too much pain here...

Bhai, please take me home, I will give you all my chocolates..
I promise..

Bhai, you always advised me to fall in love with my husband and now I am but my husband isn't accepting my love...
I want you here, I want your advise now..

Ya Allah, I want to go home and be free from all these worries... please..

If you send me home I will be a very good girl Ya Allah and listen to mom and not leave the house if she says no at the first time ...

Also I will study hard and not play games on my IPad...

I will even share my Galaxy chocolates with Bhai...

I will not even annoy my friends...
Please Ya Allah send me home...

Nuska, there is only one more week so be patient, my inner voice reminded.

There is one whole week and I have to stay with Zaid, don't you think my heart will get crushed even more...

Shut up or else Die, Zaid's words echoed in my mind.

Nuska, he wants you to die so why bother about him....
Let him realise it..

One day he will come to me, I know but then it would be too late because I would succeed in hating him and reject him the same way he did and cause him the same pain of rejection...

But the question is can I hate him?
Can I reject him?

I can...
I hate him..
I will try to hate him..

But how?
I can and I will,
Wait and watch...
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Zaid's pov
Is it my fault that I fell in love with you, Her words echoed in my mind repeatedly.

I know it's not your fault, Nuska but what can I do?
I can't accept your love because if I do, both of us will end up hurting each other.

I,Myself am controlling from falling in love with you but why couldn't you do it, Devil.

You don't understand how hurt I am now?

I didn't mean any of those words, Nuska but I have to do it so that you would start hating me...

I can never tell you what I feel right now...

I know you are crying right now in the bathroom but I am sorry I can't comfort you..

Shut up or else Die, my words echoed in my mind and I regret it...

I will regret it forever...

I don't even know whether I will be able to live if you die..

Leave alone that, I don't even know how I will live without you after we leave this place, my wifey...
I am way too attached to you now..

My train of thoughts was disturbed when the bathroom door opened and Nuska came out with puffy eyes and a red nose.

Do something Zaid, comfort her, My heart said.

No don't, my brain protested.

Comfort her Zaid, my heart said again.

Don't do that Zaid, my brain protested again.

Zaid if you dont she will hate you forever, my heart said to which I agreed...

"Nuska.." I started speaking when she interjected, "No don't, dont say anything,please"

"Nuska actually..." I started speaking again but she interrupted me, "I asked you to not say anything"

"Nuska please...."

"Stop it Zaid" she shouted.

"It's better if we don't talk anymore" she added.

Why?
Can you really stop talking to me?

"Why, what's the problem if we talk" I asked her.

"All the problems happened because we started talking.. we got to know each other and I liked your character, infact liked you. And now you can't accept me so please let's avoid talking to each other" she explained.

"Also you told me earlier to shut up or else die. I would like to choose the first option, to shut up" she added.

"Nuska, I didn't mean those words" I blurted out not able to hide the truth anymore because I can't lose her, I mean lose a FRIEND like her.

"Really! I believed it. Words that come out of someone's mouth when they are angry are true words from their heart, so now tell me didn't you mean it?"

"I wasn't angry with you infact I was upset that I couldn't protect you from falling in love with me"

"I wasn't...." I continued when she interjected me, "Please Zaid, I dont want to listen to any of your explanation. I am hurt and I don't want it to worsen"

"I am going to sleep now so please don't disturb me" she added and went to the bed while I walked towards the sofa.

Ya Allah, please help us to overcome this feeling..
It's not love, I know ..
It's just an attraction....

But Ya Allah, if we were destined to be together never separate us..
I mean this relationship should never end unless one of us die...

I could hear her sobbing but I can't do anything now...

All I can do is sit and watch her sobbing with deep pain inside my heart...
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Assalamu alaikum,
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Zaid rejected her....
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-Nuska Nisthar☺