I feel so bad... :0 There was this sweet Sophomore who gave me this stuff on Valentine's Day this year. Let's call him Archpaw. I wasn't really romantically attracted to him in the same way, but I didn't want to hurt his feelings, so when he caught me in the hallways EVERY SINGLE DAY I'd be nice and say "hi" and so on.

Well, a few weeks ago he asked me to go to the park with him the next day, and I actually had a good excuse- that I'd be at my cousin's house for Easter weekend. After that, I decided that when he asked me to go somewhere with him again, I'd tell him about this policy that I have with myself. (In the seventh grade, I promised myself that I wouldn't date until my Junior year of high school).

Anyway, today he asked me for my phone number, and I told him...Archpaw looked so sad. He said that he wished I'd told him sooner, which makes sense. Anyway, that's about all with my rant. Thanks to whoever actually read all of this. 😅

Also- I know that I did what I had to do, and that a relationship needs two people, not one. (Not to mention that I won't be dating anyone right now!! xD I have a policy to commit to!) And...yeah! Rudder is a lone...er...cat?