Watching Full House as usual. What else is new.

Still smily from Reala holding my hand at Kroger.

When you see the Pregnancy Tests when your at the grocery store and you think "Me and my boyfriend will never be able to afford to be pregnant." XD
Ya, I saw the pregnancy tests at Kroger when we in were walking to the freezer aisle.
So ya, but I didn't even think that. I got that thing from a Meme on Facebook. XDDDDDD it was so fuckin hilarious as I don't know what XDDD

When you keep waiting for your room to be redone to get rid of the pink painted walls so you can have ocean painted walls and black walls and black floors.
That's me right now, because my human family won't paint my walls navy blue cause you won't be able to tell it from the ceiling.
Zalgo damnit man.........

You listen to so much music to keep your sides in control but the high school thinks it's stupid.....
Well exuuuuuuse me if there's to much fuckin to much bulling in every fucking school I'm in.

I was begging my human 'mother' for me to go back to the regular school in the parking lot at Kroger, She yelled at me and I thought she was gonna slap me so hard that I would fall onto the concrete head first and she wouldn't even care if my head was bleeding from the impact on the concrete.

I just want Reala to be online more often so I can talk to him to make me smile which I need everyday since I rarely smile anymore.
(Sighs) I just need to be happy for once which is rare for me.......

Wearing mostly black on Tomorrow and Friday for my Appointments along with my makeup of my lipstick and eyeliner.

Saw a couple at Kroger being all cutsie together, made me jealous and upset because I have to wait till I go to the mansion to experience that with Reala............
(Sighs) I hate the boundaries and always will................

When a certain picture makes you think that your bae is about to cry....
I don't know why but this picture of Reala makes it looks he's about to cry............

Still wondering how an item of perfection like Reala can be in love with imperfection fully blooded serial killer like me............

Wanna cut or burn my arms and cut my face again to feel sadisfacion of no more sadness..........

(Sighs) It's like I'm meant to be forever depressed...........

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