S O U N D T R A C K

01. open up your eyes   :   daughtry

❛ For the first time you can open your eyes and see the world without your sorrow. where no one knows the pain you left behind.❜

02. home    :    machine gun kelly

❛ Now I'm so far that it feels like it's all gone to pieces. Tell me why the world never fights fair. I'm trying to find home.❜

03. surrender    :    birdy

❛ Sometimes I try so hard to fight. When all I want to do is fall, into the night, into your arms, surrender.❜

04. short change hero   :    the heavy

❛ This ain't no place for no better man. This ain't no place for no hero. To call home.❜

05. river    :   bishop briggs

❛ Choke this love 'til the veins start to shiver. One last breath 'til the tears start to wither.❜

06. rise up   :    zayde wolf

❛ We hear the noise and start to plan our revenge and we're hard to stop. We're hard to stop.❜

07. dusk till dawn   :   zayn ft sia

❛ Baby, I'm right here. I'll hold you when things go wrong. I'll be with you from dusk till dawn.❜

08. heaven i know   :   gordi

❛ 'Cause I got older and we got tired. Heaven I know that we tried.❜

09. hurricane   :    fleurie

❛ The sky burns red against your skin. The world we know turns in the wind.❜

10. never let me go   :    florence and the machine

❛ A thousand miles out to the sea bed. Found the place to rest my head. Never let me go.❜

11. beating heart   :   ellie goulding

❛ Eyes make their peace in difficulties with wounded lips and salted cheeks.❜

12. born for this    :    the score

❛ We are the broken ones, who chose to spark a flame. Watch as our fire rages, our hearts are never tame. 'Cause we were born for this.❜

13. leave out all the rest   :   linkin park

❛ And when you're feeling empty. Keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest.❜

14. remains   :   bastille

❛ When all of our friends are dead and just a memory. And we're side by side, it's always been just you and me.❜

15. angel with a shotgun   :   the cab

❛ I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe. Don't you know you're everything I have? And I, wanna live, not just survive, tonight.❜

16. minefields   :   faouzia ft john legend

❛ We're broken in so many ways. But I piece us back together slowly. Maybe I'm just a fool. I still belong with you. Anywhere you, anywhere you are. These minefields that I walk through, what I risk to be close to you.❜

17. other side   :   gaits

❛ There is a longing inside of my chest. For what could have been.❜

18. warriors    :    imagine dragons

❛ Here we are, don't turn away now. We are the warriors that built this town. From dust. Will come. When you'll have to rise. Above the best and prove yourself. Your spirit never dies!❜

19. die for you   :   starset

❛ Even if the sky does fall. Even if they take it all. There's no pain that I won't go through. Even if I have to die for you.❜

20. peace    :    taylor swift

❛ Sit with you in the trenches. Give you my wild, give you a child. Give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other. Family that I chose now that I see your brother as my brother. But I'm a fire and I'll keep your brittle heart warm. If your cascade ocean wave blues come. Would it be enough if I could never give you peace?❜

21. meet me in the woods   :    lord huron

❛ I have seen what the darkness does. Say goodbye to who I was. I ain't never been away so long. Don't look back them days are gone. Follow me into the endless night. I can bring your fears to life. Show me yours and I'll show you mine. Meet me in the woods tonight.❜

22. mercy    :   hurts

❛ Fill me with rage and bleed me dry and feed me your hate. In the echoing silence. I shiver each time that you say mercy. Don't cry mercy. There's too much pain to come.❜

23. work song   :   hozier

❛ When my time comes around. Lay me gently in the cold dark earth. No grave can hold my body down. I'll crawl home to her.❜

24. fire   :   barns courtney

❛ Oh, a thousand faces staring at me. Thousand times I've fallen. Thousand voices dead at my feet. Now I'm gone, now I'm gone, now I'm gone. Ghosts and devils come calling. Calling my name out, lost in the fire.❜

25. just found heaven   :   daughtry

❛  Sins washed away, dark turns to light. If your body is a temple so take me inside. I hate to let you down, hate to let you down. I don't really care where I go when I die. 'Cause I just found heaven. You can tell the devil that's he's wasting his time. 'Cause I just found heaven.❜

26. on my own    :   ashes remain

❛  Bring me out, come and find me in the dark now. Every day by myself I'm breaking down. I don't wanna fight alone anymore. Bring me out, from the prison of my own pride. My God I need a hope I can't deny. In the end I'm realizing I was never meant to fight on my own.❜

27. renegade    :    big red machine ft. taylor swift

❛  Is it insensitive for me to say. "Get your shit together, so I can love you?" Is it really your anxiety that stops you from givin' me everythin'. Or do you just not want to? ❜

28. supercollide    :    banners

❛  And then I saw you time was still. All my mysteries turn to miracles. This is our age of reason, carve it in the stone. You know I'd miss you if we tore apart. The center of my universe is in your arms and all the chaos crystallised. When you and I supercollide.❜

29. vulture, vulture    :    of monsters and men

❛  This is all I know and I can feel it grow. I'm restless, oh I'm restless. It's hard for me to breathe. When all I do is feel so heartless. Am I heartless? ❜

30. home    :     dustin tebbutt

❛  I'm here to keep the ghosts away. So lie down in my arms. 'Cause we're becoming home. Don't fly out of my arms. ❜ 

31. better man   :    5 seconds of summer

❛  Demons I try to defend, but I couldn't get enough. Fading away, fading away. Wake up to someone with nothing to say. I'd never change, thought I'd never change. Then you come and change it all. With your love, your love, I'm a better, better man. Darling, all of my wrongs, they led me right to you. Wrapped in your arms, I swear I'd die for your love. ❜ 

32. doom days    :    bastille

❛ Let's pick the truth that we believe in, like a bad religion. Tell me all your original sins. So many questionable choices. When I watch the world burn all I think about is you. ❜

33. white flag : bishop briggs

❛ Smoke, fire, it's all going up. Don't you know I ain't afraid to shed a little blood? Smoke, fire, flares are going up, flares are going up. Oh, won't wave my white flag, no. This time I won't let go. I'd rather die than give up the fight. ❜

34. bad blood : taylor swift

❛ Still got scars on my back from your knife. So don't think it's in the past. These kind of wounds they last and they last. Now did you think it all through? All these things will catch up to you and time can heal, but this won't. So if you come in my way, just don't. ❜

35. invicible : kelly clarkson

❛ Now I am invincible. No, I ain't a scared little girl no more. Yeah, I am invincible. What was I running for? I was hiding from the world. I was so afraid, I felt so unsure. But now I am invincible. And I'm a perfect storm.❜

36. nickel for goodbye : racoon

❛ They don't give a nickel for "I'm sorry" and no nickel for what's right. No nickel for the things I've done wrong in my life. No nickel for friendship and two shits about the fight. No nickel for that low. Only a nickel for goodbye. Just a nickel for goodbye.❜

Listen to the Cracked Soundtrack on my Spotify!

A U T H O R 'S  N O T E

I'm proud to present to soundtrack for this book! Some songs were on my list from the very start and some I fell in love with along the way. If you want to listen to the soundtrack use the code above or search for my username on spotify: Nelly.

I wanted to give a big shout out to gxbriellaaaa for her ideas about songs for Quinn and Daryl. She suggest river to me and I absolutely love it. It's a very sexy song that fits them perfectly haha. Thanks honey, your support means the world to me!

xx Nelly