So it's Thanksgiving today so before I start off explaining my last Thanksgiving since last year I was scared to death and in pain alot.

I would like to say...

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

I hope everyone is going to do something good this weekend.

Shopping 👗👖👕👢

Playing video games 🎮

Or whatever you all do to keep you from getting bored...

But I'll like to share with you somethings that happened in my Last Thanksgiving a year ago which that gave me a lasting nightmare.

So basically when my mother was with this guy that I despise so much that he well....

Things I disapprove of....

But back to the story Thanksgiving was the time were we all ate together but at that time I didn't want to eat anything because my stomach hurted so bad. Which I will talk about the problem in the next chapter.

So yeah my stomach hurted like hell last year that I puked outside and to be honest I never puked outside of the house but inside which embarrassed me alot.

It hurted so bad that my mom tried to give me pills to stop the pain it worked but it was only a matter of time.

But last year on Nov 23 something terrible happened...

Really terrible....that will haunt me until I die.....

So when Thanksgiving was over the next day some scary huge guy tried to enter my house just to get his money from the guy my mom was dating with...

I knew something would happen with that guy when he first came into my life...

So this guy who tried to break into the house held a metal bat that broke the microwave into pieces...

My mom was smart enough to not open the door but the guy she was dating with his brother fucking opened the door and let the dangerous man in...

So she tried to confront him along with the man's brother. I was scared if something were to  happen with my mom. My older sibling also went with her to support her as well. I was with my younger sibling in the room along with the man who brought this upon this madness...

The man broke through the door with the metal bat and then the man attacked him with something pointy but it's not a knife...

My little sibling was scared so I had to be there for him because if something happened to my older sibling I will be the next one to die...

And then out of nowhere this lady that was with this scary guy had a gun with her...

I was so scared that I began a crying a little...

Dying
Even at a young age
A this moment
Time has stopped
Heart beats will stop

💀D.E.A.T.H💀

I couldn't call the police on my phone because back then I never had service neither take the picture of the scary guy because my phone died....

After a few fights in the left and right my mother did call the police but they came late...

So she called out random people from outside on the sidewalks to help us and luckily they did help us more then the police officers...

Luckily my cat was inside the closet with food,water and litter box. The hamsters didn't get hurt even tho this took place in the kitchen. After the crazy people left leaving two bodies they beat up luckily it was the man and his brother. It's what they deserve for hurting my mother so much when I saw her with a bruised eye and I tried to be strong but when I was alone I cried.

The random people from outside tried to help us no matter what and the kitchen had a lot of blood on the floor that I nearly fainted....

Talking about it now makes my heart beat alot...

After from what happened I tried to attend to school but alot of things happen which will be talked about around December near Christmas or something...

Thanks to that man I lost everything....

Contacting my friends
My pokemon cards I collected years ago up until now
Talking to my wattpad friends
Making my life a misery
Causing me to lose alot of self esteem
Losing hope
Developing a fear of men wherever I go
And my old house that I use to live back then

I felt dead....

You all might think it's fake but it actually is real...

What if I went to the kitchen where all the madness happened...

I would've been shot straight up dead...

Throughout this whole week it made me feel uneasy as if it will happen again like last year...

So yeah sorry if I ruined your Thanksgiving to worry about my problems but I never told anyone about it and I don't want my friends to worry for me alot and neither do you but because I told you guys is because you all don't know me or where I live which is good....

So Happy Thanksgiving everyone!