It has been like this for 15 years

I began

I began asking for forgiveness

I begged

I begged

and soon

My beggings were heard

One night nightmare began once again

Vision of the world crumbling,people screaming

of my consequences

of your consequences

reader

what you have done

what i have done

the mistakes we made

along the way

bbut don't worry

we all make theem

we all share them

like a enormous scars on the back

that keep getting larger

and larger

every second,every minute,every day,every night

I thought i'd be used to it

but no

even after 15 of those meaningless years

It still hurted

It hurted way more

They kept doing more evil

The sleep was indeed a misfortune

This was my fault

I shouldn't have done those bad things

I shouldn't have rejected my family

Rejected my friends

I was mean

I stood beside people who i though were cool

but they betrayed me

An eye of an eye

I betrayed ones i love

in exchange of people not worth my time

How stupid I was

How meaningless It was

I was

I was

I was

I was making mistakes