Y/N'S POV
After a talk with EJ and the Tobester I throw away my now apple core and head into the bathroom. I enter and lock the door almost immediantly afterwards letting a loud sigh escape from my mouth.
I slide down against the door awaiting a cold surface to be felt underneath me. I brought my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around them rocking back and forth to try and calm myself down.
Y/N you were fine just a second ago, but no! You just have to start overthinking every damn situation you get yourself into. I began an argument with myself inside my brain. You're going to fuck everything up! What if the person that was picked to train you doesn't want to do it. What if you mess up on something while training and your trainer will tell everyone then everyone will make fun of you! My thoughts that were locked inside my head wanted to be let out, I started screaming to myself. It'll just be like with your father Y/N!
I stop and take a look at the ground. I sigh and stand up to look at my reflection in the mirror. Ugly as always. I leave the room.