School has started earlier this month... and t-to be honest it's been a roller coaster of emotions and anxiety...

Most of my friends have c-changed and turned into different people and decided to leave me.. the only one here for me anymore is my best friend and even he's started to change too..

Mostly everyone is taking sides and I'm b-being blamed for things that I didn't even know I caused.. it's stupid and crazy.. I don't know how to feel..

I've been crying nonstop these last couple of weeks and my eyes still sting... they're puffy and red and I just can't seem to get a good nights rest anymore..

I'm so stressed out because I'm trying so hard to be happy and keep positive but everything just seems to be going down hill..

I haven't gotten anytime to come on here and chat to my gf or anything and I feel as if she might hate me...

I feel so sick too..

I feel myself changing because of  what's going on.. I feel so tainted now and I don't know what to do..

I'm sorry I haven't had anytime to come on..

Not that I have any friends on here anymore..

But it's okay, it's my fault for not trying.. v-v

Sorry for the rant..! Next chapter will be much more happier...! ^//^