The sad part about getting a disease.... is that your friends are only there for you at the beginning....

They show up to the hospital once... text you a few times... maybe even call... the bestfriends you had, will send flowers for the first week...

Then after.....

They just stop.

They move on from you and onto their actual lives. Knowing that if they continue they'll just waste money on you... since your gonna die anyways....

I'm scared of dying....
I'm scared of being alone....

*sniffs* I-I'm not happy...I'm sad... I'm scared....

....N-No one is h-here for me anymore....