Warning: Mature Sexual Themes +18

His hand trailed down my stomach, a gentle caress that I was becoming more acquainted with. Alexei was brutal and harsh most of the time but I was finding that his cruelness could be kindness. That sometimes the meanest and heartless of beast could be gentle and full of warmth. The man I had met was not the same one that I was looking at now, not because he had changed drastically but because he let me see the man he had hidden beneath the mask. 

He would never be the hero, but I didn't need a hero. I needed a beast. Beasts could ravage and kill when the time came for such things. They had no morals to keep them from their purpose. These beasts could also be tamed and that's what I had been doing with Alexei. The man had snapped and snarled at me more in the beginning but now he was calm at my touch, seeking my approval and love. 

His hand stilled above the waistband of my pants, causing my breath to catch in my throat. He was trying to tempt me silently with his actions to give into him, to give into our bond. It was a hard thing to deny the more I was around him. The more he showed me what type of beast he truly was. I felt the flutter of his lips on my shoulder, so faint I wasn't sure if it was only an echo from how they had felt before. Alexei drummed his fingers against my stomach before he trailed his touch back up my stomach, back and forth he stroked my flesh. It was intoxicating and infuriating, because the more he touched me the more my magic heated my blood. I was trapped between heaven and hell, a purgatory of pleasure that I wasn't sure I wanted to stop. 

I felt his fingers slide beneath the waistband of my pants and I tensed, "Alexei..." I didn't think this was a good idea even though my body was screaming out that it was the best idea anyone had in days. 

He pressed his lips to my shoulder, "Why not?" 

I shivered as his fingers gently massaged my skin, moving further south. I let out a groan as I captured his wrist, "Because I have no idea what will happen. My soul magic...it is hard to control, especially with you. What happens if I hurt you or worse?" This was the real problem in my mind now. I obviously wanted to be with Alexei Grimm in the physical sense of the word. The slick wetness pooling between my thighs was evidence enough of that. 

Alexei leaned up over me, looking down on me in dark of the room, "Did you know your skin glows a nice pink color when you're feeling aroused? but even better than that..." He closed his eyes and breathed in deeply, nostrils flaring, "Is the smell of how much you want me." I was captured in those blue flames of desire as he opened his eyes again. 

I swallowed hard as my magic began to leak from my skin, slithering up his body like black snakes, "What if I can't control it?" 

"Control is overrated. I think it's about time you gave up that control." He growled down at me, as he freed himself from my grasp. I sucked in a sharp breath as his fingers probed my slick folds. No one had ever touched me like this, and I found leaning into his touch like an experienced woman instead of the shy virgin I would have expected myself to be. Something about him drove me to another level that defied the logic centers of my brain. 

There was nothing that said we should be compatible, other than a flimsy invisible connection between us. Other than that we both practically hated each other, and the only good thing that happened between us on a frequent basis was a good fight. Still, my body sang as he slipped a finger side of me. I grabbed onto his arms, digging my nails into his flesh as I threw my head back. 

"Goddess, you are so wet for me..." The words came out as a growl, more beast than man. He moved himself in slow strokes, making sure that he touched every part of me. It seemed like he was reaching deeper with every slide of his finger. I bit into my lip as I locked gazes with him. The longing and hunger in his darkening gaze only made my body grow hotter and my pussy wetter. 

Alexei let out deep growl that had me tightening around his finger, "You are so fucking sexy, my little enchantress..." He slipped another finger inside of me, causing me to suck in a staggered breath. My body accommodated to his touch as if it had been been designed specially for him. My lips parted as I panted against the rising flurry of heat in my veins. I felt like I was being burned from the inside out. This had to be how hellfire felt as it licked at your flesh, only there was no sign of the invisible flames his touch was stoking. 

"Please..." I panted at him breathlessly, forcing myself to look up at him through hooded eyes. 

His jaw clenched tightly as he held my stare, "Don't ever say I'm not a generous man, snowflake." He flicked his thumb over the bundle of nerves, pressing down harder with ever stroke, all the while his fingers worked inside of me. 

"Oh god, yes...fuck...Don't stop." I found myself shouting at him as I rode his fingers. Hellfire poured through my veins as my soul magic blossomed in my chest. I could feel the power, it was as intoxicating as the burn. I was certain I was about to explode and I didn't give a damn. This was one of the best feelings I had ever experienced. My new addiction. 

He thrust his fingers with a hard stroke, "Come." He pulled back to thrust them in deeper, "For." He dropped his head into my shoulder, "Me." He bit my shoulder, not hard enough to break skin but enough to send me barreling over the edge. My magic exploded into the room, in a silent shock wave, pulsating with the waves of the orgasm Alexei had given me. The first orgasm of my life. 

I was breathing heavily as I came back down from my high, "Wow...that was..." I turned my head to meet Alexei's dark and brooding gaze. We stared at each other silently as he slipped his fingers from me, bringing them up to his mouth and licking them clean with his tongue. The sight had my stomach fluttering and the heat returning to my veins. 

He closed his eyes and let out a deep growl of approval, slowly opening them again, "I am not done with you yet, witch. I will be done when I've slaked my hunger for you, and I'll warn you now...it is a ravenous hunger." 

It happened quickly. I found myself pulling myself up out of the blanket, and ripping my pants off as Alexei did the same. I wasn't going to question my own actions right now. All I knew was that I wanted this man with a force that rivaled gravity. I felt empty without his touch, and needed him to fill me again. 

He let out a hungry growl as he grabbed me up into his arms, sitting us down on the edge of the bed with me straddling his lap, "You are fucking beautiful, Snowflake. You glow for me." Alexei trailed his fingers along my collarbone and up the side of my neck, causing goosebumps to follow in their wake. 

"So perfect. The goddess did well when she made you." He complimented me more and it only caused me blush. I placed my hands on his shoulder as he grabbed hold of my waist, lifting me up as he positioned me over him, staring into my eyes as his head pressed to my entrance, "Are you okay with this? Because once I enter you...I won't be able to stop myself. I will have you in every way." This took me by surprise, the sudden concern and tenderness. It was more proof to me that there was a heart buried inside of him, even if it only surfaced for me. 

I nodded my head, "Just don't bite me." His eyes narrowed slightly as they trailed from my neck to my shoulder, as if he was sizing up the right place to leave his mark on me. 

"I'm serious..." I hissed at him. I was deadly serious. I wasn't ready to be anyone's mate, especially the brooding and psychotic male I had let into my bed. 

Alexei's eyes found mine again, he held them for a moment before conceding, "Fine. I won't mark you this time." I gave a nod of my head, biting the inside of my cheek as I prepared myself for what was about to come. 

"Relax, I promise that you will enjoy what is about to happen...perhaps even more than me." There was the Alexei I knew so well, a smug smirk sliding across his lips. I opened my mouth to shoot back a counter statement but he silenced me with a quick thrust of his hips. I let out a sharp cry that had him slapping his hand over my mouth. I stared at him with wide eyes as my body adjusted to him. He was too big, it felt like I had been spilt in half. 

My eyes watered and I dug my fingers into his shoulders, my magic wrapping around him with violent intentions as it responded to my pain. I could see the reddening of his skin underneath the black tendrils but he gave no real reaction other than the subtle twitch of his lips. Slowly the pain fade, but the feeling of fullness remained. He shifted his hips and a electrical current raced through me, pulling a whimper from my throat. 

Alexei's forehead was beginning to glisten the only sign that he was being affected, "I am going to fuck you now, Poppy. I'm going to fuck you good and hard." That was the only warning he gave me before he pulled his body from mine, until barely only the tip rested inside. I felt achingly empty and my body screamed to be filled again. He did not leave me waiting for long, thrusting up into me, harder than the first time. 

I cried out into his hand as the electricity coursed through me again, this time stronger than the first time. My magic stroked at his skin now as if it was petting every inch of him, drawing him closer. He let out a throaty groan, "You are going to have me cumming like a juvenile if you don't control yourself, witch. I refuse to cum before you." I felt my walls flutter around him, clearly I liked when he talked to dirty to me. 

He met my stare, lips pulling back from his teeth to reveal his canines. They seemed to almost gleam in darkness. I knew I should be concerned but all I felt was white hot waves of desire at the thought of those teeth piercing my flesh. My head fell back as I rocked my hips against him, needing more...so much more. 

Alexei seemed to catch the hint, driving himself forward to meet my movement. We weren't making love. We were tearing at each other like animals, bodies trying to take what they needed from each other. His hand clutched at my face harder as my sounds became louder, the bed groaned and creaked under our movements. 

He groaned loudly and I found myself slapping my hand over his mouth, while my other hand gripped his shoulder tightly as I rode him. Alexei picked up his pace, moving faster and thrusting harder. I could feel myself tightening around him as the my magic began build again, the fire in my veins hotter than before. I was going to explode again, and this time I was going to take Alexei with me to paradise. 

He gave a few more powerful thrusts, sweat rolling down his brow as he tried to hold himself back. It was as if his gaze was commanding me to give him my pleasure once more, and as if in response to his silent command my pussy clamped down on him. I screamed out into his hand as my body trembled against him. I wasn't sure if I hadn't burst into flames as I rode the waves of my pleasure.

I watched through a clouded haze as my magic wrapped around his arm and burned into his flesh. It seemed to have him thrusting into me one more time before he exploded, letting out a deep groan that rattled from deep in his chest. We both clung to each other, breathing heavily. As the after sex glow began to fade I knew that I didn't matter if he hadn't put his mark on my body, I now bore it on my soul. 

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Song: Nirvana - Sam Smith 

A/N: You're all naughty potatoes. ;-P