WARNING: The same warning as the last page, not like this needs one anway

PHIL POV 
After Dan's birthday and how awkward it was all I could think about is Dan and how I had a crush on him in high school but never told him as I was gay but Dan wasn't and i looked up to Dan like he was a god but as i grew up I abandoned his love after Dan got a girlfriend. "Phil our favourite show is on" Dan shouted,

"yes, bad chef my favourite "I whispered to myself as I rushed down the hall.

Dan had strangely and easily gotten over what happened on his birthday. Really easily. "So Dan what are you doing today," I asked a bit bored. I was oddly more interested in what Dan had to say. Until he said...

DAN POV 
"I am going on a date with a guy called Winston," I said calmly. 

"W... wow really cool. When are you going"Phil asked a bit confused 

"in about an hour? SHIT! I need to go and get ready" i left the room and left Phil in shock

PHIL POV 
He left me alone for 5 hours at home. I went on Twitter and all people wanted was a video.I posted on Twitter

'sorry guys going through a lot right now and have nothing to talk about but if you guys have an idea for a video tell me.'

I was waiting for Dan for so long I did do a video I seemed happy but on the inside, I was sad and bored and I didn't know why.

DAN POV 
After the amazing date, I invited Winston home to meet Phil and hoped they would get along as Phil is my best friend I came home to see Phil sleeping on his bed his cute little body was curled up in a ball. But I looked away and told myself that Winston is my date, not Phil.

We watched the same movie about the two gay people and how they told their love and again I thought of Phil and then at the flirty romantic bit Winston leaned in for a kiss. I either kissed Winston or tell him to leave and it would be me and Phil.then i thought to myself that I and Winston were really good together but what will the viewers think if they found out like if we got official and i told the internet by accident but this was my life so I could control it right Until I thought Phil will friend zone me again so I went with Winston and we were making out and I felt good for once

PHIL POV 
I had a dream of me and Dan being together forever. So I woke up to get some flowers that my mum gave me for a special event and this was it. I ran to dan not seeing Winston "D...D...da" I screamed all Dan did was turn to look but I was too fast to be seen. I cried all afternoon.

DAN POV
I decided that I loved this feeling I loved Winston I have loved men for long and one listened finally to me. When Winston went I heard a whimpering sound from Phil room "Phil are you ok" I shouted 

"y...y...yes Dan I am fine" Phil whimpered. 

"Then unlock your door," I asked 

"no, i am filming" Phil shouted he wasn't filming a video he would never act like this when filming, to be honest, he never acted like this at all. 

"ok, phil i made dinner for you. I'll leave it at your door if you want it Phil. tell me whats wrong later k" i put a plate down my master plan was that i wanted to see Phil right know. he didn't open the door and i hadn't moved. i was sitting down on the floor and i was leaning against Phil's door with my back to the door. my knees were on my chest. 

"Phil what's wrong" i knew he wasn't filming there was no sound. there was no movement. there was nothing. 

"Dan go away. can i not just have peace" Phil moaned

PHIL POV 

i was leaned on the door with my back to the door sat down. i could tell Dan was doing the same as i could hear breathing. i just wanted to get over the fact that dan had a boyfriend and it wasn't me but dan didn't care as dan said most of the time. 'i don't care' but most of the time he cared too much. i wish dan went away. i just wanted him gone in this moment in time. i wanted freedom i wanted to go escape from this reality. "Phil I HAD ENOUGH. I AM KICKING THIS DOOR DOWN IF YOU DON'T OPEN" i knew Dan wouldn't so I just unlocked the door and fell on my bed with my hands out. he busted open the door and looked at me with anger in his eyes "WHY DID YOU NOT OPEN THEM BEFORE" dan was breathing heavily in and out 

"dan go away. i don't want you here right know"i moaned 

"phil whats wrong you never act like this" dan asked calming down 

"dan can you just go away" i looked up at him bending my neck. 

"no Phil if you tell me whats wrong I'll go away" dan was trying but i wasn't giving 

"DAN JUST GO AWAY. DO YOU KNOW WHAT PERSONAL SPACE IS"I shouted 

"fine then Phil i will leave but my door is always open" Dan walked out sad but all i could care about was how i was free and that i now had freedom and no one to shout at me or nag at me.