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-s-s-s-s-s By @Ultimate_sweetheart

_Souda's POV_

I'm running home. That song that was playing and the letter. No... I'm sorry. Come back. I made a mistake. 

Take your clothes and rip 'em, rip 'em off
Call these hoes and tip 'em, tip 'em off
You can tell them you are mine
I'm sick of, sick of games
No more time, you lit the, lit the flame, yeah

(y/n)'s Letter
I heard *that* so I took a peek through the cracks. I came home early from work. Just surprise him. It was his birthday after all. I took a peek. You with ripped clothes and Sonia on the bed. You told her that you were hers. I'm sick with these games. The flame that I had for you and flame that you had for me have clearly disappeared. I guess it was only one sided love. 

We live in an age where everything is staged
Where all we do is fake our feelings
I've been scared to put myself so out there
Time is running out, yeah
Need to let you know that

I guess it's a generation where you must fake your love. I guess our love wasn't true. I was to scared to ask you about it for ages. I guess I was scared to know the truth. Maybe I could of just moved on from you. Maybe waiting for you was the wrong steps. 

Last night I woke the fuck up
I realised I need you here, as desperate as that sounds, yeah-eh
Last night I woke the fuck up
I realised I need you here, as desperate as that sounds, yeah-eh

I must sound so desperate to get your love I guess. Because I was desperate at first. But now come to think of it I was scared to be alone. I guess I needed to wake up to face the truth that was right in front of me. 

Take these walls and rip 'em, rip 'em down
Take my (uh) and snip 'em, snip 'em now
I will tell them I am yours and very, very proud
I am forced to give in, give in now cause

I should of just escaped from my fear of being alone. I should of just... I should of just yelled at you and left that place so I can just leave with out feeling sad. I should of just went to my home in New Zealand. I should of just left with out a word. I bet you will not even notice at all. 

We live in an age where everything is stagedWhere all we do is fake our feelings
I've been scared to put myself so out there
Time is running out, yeah
Need to let you know that

Do you even remember what you said at first? Are those words fake? The first words that you said. "Your brighten up the path of my life." That is what you said. I bet you forgot. I mean you have love for Miss Sonia now. I don't exist on your world anymore. I 'm just a slut. 

Last night I woke the fuck up
I realised I need you here, as desperate as that sounds, yeah-eh
Last night I woke the fuck up

I realised I need you here, as desperate as that sounds, yeah-eh
Last night I woke the fuck up

I realised I need you here, as desperate as that sounds, yeah-eh
Last night I woke the fuck up
I realised I need you here, as desperate as that sounds

I was desperate for your love for the first couple of weeks after I saw you with her. The more I did that though you seem to go more and more further and further. You said that you had some where to go. The more you said that the more I was heart broken. So I thought of saying good bye. 

We live in an age where everything is staged
And all we do is fake our feelings
I'm so scared to put myself so out there
Time is running out, yeah
Need to let you know that

I guess we do live in a age where everything is staged. I fell from the stage 20 to back to 0. I am 20 years old if you have forgotten. So you know what that means. Take a guess where I am. Where was the first place we met? What time did we meet? What did you do? 

Last night I woke the fuck up
I realised I need you here, as desperate as that sounds, yeah-eh
Last night I woke the fuck up
I realised I need you here, as desperate as that sounds, yeah-eh

This sounds like a screwed up Romeo and Juliet. But that Romeo is cheating on his own will. What a very sad story. I hope to meet you there. 

- (y/n) (l/n)

The day we met was today. 21st December and the time was exactly 11:00pm. That was when I confessed how I like her beauty. That was when we became a couple. It was a beautiful full moon in the sky like today. No clouds just stars and moon. A minute before 11. I ran towards the rose garden. The rose garden with roses everywhere and a tree in the middle. I ran there. My watch said it was 11 on the dot. 

I saw (y/n) laid against a tree. She was sitting looking at the sky. I only saw the shadow. She had a choker on with a I think a (f/c) dress I brought her. She was holding a rose.
"I'm sorry. Please stop." I yelled while puffing. 

But I got no reply. Why? I walk towards her but then fast walked to her then dashed. As I guessed she was already close to death. She was breathing heavily and her (f/c) dress and the white rose were neon pink. She wasn't wearing a choker. It was a knife straight threw her throat. 

I checked my watch and then took out my phone. There was a 3 minute difference. It was 11:03pm. 
"Too...late...I'm sorry...I..wasn't the best..for you.." (y/n) muttered while she looked at me lifelessly. (C what I did there?XD no? ok.)
"I'm sorry. I was drunk. I couldn't control my self." I muttered. 

I grabbed her as lightly as possible and kissed her. She kissed back as passionately as possible. It was heated. Soon she fell life less. I looked at her body and I sat beside her. I took the knife out of her throat and stabbed it through mine. The pain was painful but still not painful than (y/n)'s heart. I gripped her hand and slowly I disappeared.