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To you ______ ...

Are we going to meet?

Are we going to talk?

Are we going to laugh?

Are we still here?

That near but never seen.

Having a dream but not real.

You're talking,

I can see you but can't hear you.

I'm watching you ambling away,

taking the light away.

I'm left in dysphoria.

I will chase after you but can't reach you.
I'm moving sluggishly, gravity won't allow me.

Moving backwards that is me.

You're still advancing forward,

Not bothering to look behind.

Now that you left.

I still have one thing left.

I will die with no rest.

Sorry my friend,

I'm in coma I won't regret,

Remembering our days together when I slept.

My life has blur out again.

I can't see.

I can't hear.

I can't move.

I finally get my chance to escape to another world where,

My fantasia is.

Having you and the others there.
I never wanted to wake.

One day it will occur

And I will start another upon a time.

I will wait for you there,

hoping that you have changed.

Sincerely, Spirit of thoughts~

Written with blood.