A/N: *Trigger WARNING: this may cause upsetting or sensitive views about drug abuse 

You have been warned..

Skip to Louis POV if you will find this sensitive or offensive or whatever XO

Zayn's POV:

My tab is taking me away I am too zoned out I see so many bursts of colour and sparkles, I am living the euphoric feeling. This euphoric feeling is like I am in a dream, I missed school because of this oh myyyyyyy, it's soooooo amaaaaziiiinnnggggggg. Shit, I forgot about Harry, I made a promise and I can't believe I broke it. It's okay he wont notice. Or will he? This LSD  is stronger than Liam's 'emergency' pill. I am full of regrets now. But I am living it, or suffering? I am sooo looost I don't understand!  I can't feel my face, or my legs or anything, I can't move! I am soo scared, i should've taken half. Where am I?! 

"Zayniee!" I hear Saafaa's faded voice. She shakes me and I finally try and stick back to reality. Tears are in those beautiful eyes of hers. 

"Saafaa?" I say but ended out more as a question. I am still lost for words because I don't know what the hell is still happening. At least, I have someone with me when I'm high in case I get fully lost in the 'wilderness'. 

"What's happening to you Zaynie?" She whimpers and sobs, still faded.

Saafaa's POV:

I don't know what is happening to Zayn, I am so scared. His pupils are enlarged, it's so scary

"Help me, please." He says with pleading eyes. I don't know what to do, I need him to stay with me.

"Okay, umm, what did you take Zee?" I ask, panicked.

"An LSD tab." He replied with tears in his eyes "Oh Saafaa, i'm so sorry I put you through this." He says, now sobbing.

"It's okay, you are here now, and I am only helping my older brother getting better." I say, tapping his back, cuddling him. He sniffles.

"I love you so much Saafaa, you mean the world to me." Zayn says.

"Hang on, let me research on how to soothe an LSD reaction." I reply quickly, leaving Zayn on my rug with my favourite teddy. 

"Is this Mr. Tiddles?" He says, cuddling him.  

I found out some sources on to calm a bad trip of LSD.

"Yeah." I reply. 

"Did you find anything?" He asks, breaking the silence.

"Yeah, umm the best remedy is to listen to calm music, like your fave song, so you could get distracted." I reply. I put on his fave song called 'Thriller' by MJ, he sings along calmly. 

Thank God.

Louis POV: 

I really miss Harry, I can't stop thinking about him. He's my ride or die and I can't believe I lost him. 

"Louis, are you even listening to me?!!" Eleanor yells in my eardrum, almost causing it to shatter.

"Huh?" I reply, I was too zoned out to listen. She rolls her eyes.

She sighs. "I was wondering if we could go and get some pizza, like now." She replies.

"Oh laney, sorry but I got plans with my family, I kinda promised them that I would hang out with them as it would be movie night." I reply apologetically. She scowls.

"You know what your problem is!? You always make up excuses every time I wanna go out with you, it's like we're not even together!! We never hang out anymore, what happened to them good times?!?" She exclaims.

"The good times went, when Harry left.." I reply sadly.

"What is it with you and Harry?!" She yells.

"He was our best friend!! Don't you get that?!! This whole relationship ruined our friendship!" I yell back.

"So, you're breaking up with me?!" She cries.

I have had enough of all this drama and bullshit so I decide to agree with her in a way. I can't deal with this Larry distance, I don't even know what is going on with his life. I really do miss us, our laughter and goofing around.

"YES!! Please get out of my life!!" I mockingly put my hands together as if in prayer. 

She scoffs. "Fine! But you will miss me!" She exclaims. I roll my eyes.

I just walk away leaving her to lecture by herself teehee.  

The last thing I heard from her was "Don't you dare walk away from me, Tomlinson!!" That was faded as well aha.

Calling Hazza... 

"hello?" He picks up.

"Hey, you okay?" I sigh.

"Yeah, umm I'm sorry for all the drama I caused, I was just really upset and... "  I interrupt

"There's no need to be sorry, harbear, I'M sorry, and I broke up with Eleanor because I couldn't take much of this drama and I miss you." I reply, with a long sigh.

"I forgive you, things have been hectic Lou. How about that boys night you planned?" He replies with a hint of sadness in his voice.

"Harry, you okay?" I worry

He sighs. "Yeah, I'm okay, we'll talk about it later. Meet me at Starbucks?"

"Yeah, sure. See you then Harbear." I reply.

"Yeah, see you at 4pm bye." He hangs up.

He didn't seem concerned at all or cared about why I broke up with Eleanor or how this all happened. Something's up and I want to know what..

I run home and wear something comfortable to wear as it's only Starbucks and I don't really care much. 

Meanwhile at Starbucks

I see Eleanor fake laughing with her friend, trying to make me think she's over me when in actual fact she misses me, I know her too well because I have known her for 1 and a half years. 

I am just sitting in the corner, hoping Harry will see me there. 

I see Harry in his slightly loose jumper, looking gorgeous as fuck..

"Hey." He approaches me. I look up in his sad eyes.

"Hey, take a seat." I reply, making eye contact.

"Sorry i'm 5 mins late, tried to calm my mum down." He says, looking down and taking a seat opposite me.

"It's fine." I simply say.

"So, long time no see." He says, trying to break the silence between us.

"Yeah, how's things?" I reply.

"Honestly, not so good, a lot of shit has happened since we fought." He says. I nod my head to motion him to carry on. "Basically, my mum is getting remarried and it hasn't even been a month since dad passed and I don't even know this guy..." He stops and tries to fight his tears but fails to do so. I move from my place and sit next to him and soothe him. I wipe his tears away and let him nuzzle in my chest.

"Shhhh, it's okay bro, you don't have to explain anymore." I rock him back and forth. He sniffles. "Wanna order your fave frappucino?" I ask and smile at him.

"Yes please." He smiles back, wiping the rest of his tears.

"Hey, can we have a caramel frappucino and a double choc frappucino please!?" I ask the blonde waitress with hot pink highlights. She notes the order down.

"Your order will arrive in 3 mins, anything else?" She asks with a smile on her face.

"Bub, you want anything?" I ask Harry, he shakes his head.

"That will be all, Thanks!" I reply, smiling back.

The waitress walks fast to the counter placing our order on the counter top.

After our coffees, we walked to my home together as Harry didn't feel like going to his house. We just Netflix-ed and chilled as bros. 

I mean I really do like him I admit, but he is going through a lot already so I am just giving him space because I don't wanna ruin our friendship either, it was killing me before..

 I have finally made amends with Harry. Maybe Harry did too...

Zayn's POV:

Saafaa is on my lap, cuddling me with her arms around my neck and her face in my chest.

"Zaynie?" Saafaa calls, looking up.

"Yes baby gal?" I reply, looking down in her eyes.

"Promise me something?" She asks.

"Anything." I reply back, making eye contact.

"Promise me you will never do drugs again?" She says.

I sigh "Baby gal. It will take a long time for me to stop but I will try, I promise." I kiss her cheek.

"No, you won't try. You will do it, otherwise I will never speak to you again even if it does hurt me." She says, with tears in her beautiful grey eyes.

It just hurts me to see her like this and to hear that from her.

"I promise I will stop from now on, okay baby?" I say, making eye contact, meaningful.

"Thanks, Zaynie." She replies, hugging me.

"Let's take a selfie!" I say excitingly.

"Ready!!" She yells excitedly.

"Love you Zaynie!" She says, smiling.

I never wanna break her heart at all...

"I love you too sis." I kiss her head and embrace her in a hug.

A/N: Heyyy guys, soz if this is a shitty chappie, i tried my best to make it good because of my lack of work. A lot had happened recently and i was really stressed out and i will hopefully continue with this story as there are many views. ik its only like half a k but its a start and i really hope i get far because i am ambitious in my writing. I just hope i get more views, votes and comments so please dont forget and plz follow me. Also, if you want this story to continue, Shout me out on everywhere u can to everyone u can so i can have that motivation in writing quicker and becoming active with this story. Another thing, if you are an Abel Tesfaye fan, i have written a fanfic called 'Or Nah' check it out if u have the time 

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