It's 3 am. I'm on the roof of Yuta's house. Yes, I'm breaking in.

I snuck out of my house leaving a note on fridge that i went for a walk and will be back, just in case I slept here. If my early bird mom woke up soon she would think I eloped with a random girl who seduced me on the street.

I was looking around the house for a way into his room. I pushed his window gently to see if its locked. To surprise and luck, it wasn't.

I dropped myself through the window making a loud thud but he was sleeping like a baby. That assh*le. After making me all worried about him.

I got back on my feet and bit my lip as a sigh of relief left my mouth since, i finally saw him.

I touched his forehead to see if his fever was down. No. He was still shivering. He probably heard me but just couldn't open his eyes. I run my hand from his forehead through his hair, carefully caressing it.

He opened his eyes, "Toro... ?"

"mhm?", I responded.

"How... ? What... ? Huh.. ?", I was sure his tiny brain was getting tiny-er by wondering so much. Where there is a will there's a way, hun.

"shhsh! Don't think too much. I'll tell you later,  now sleep", I said with my hand still on his hair. I hope he didn't mind that.

"It's cold", his voice was very tiny, almost breaking.

"Let me help. Scoot over", he moved a little bit giving me place to slip into his blanket. I held him.

"How does it feel now?", I asked.

"Warm. But are we cuddling right now?", his eyes stared at me for an answer while his head rested on my arm.

"Yeah yeah like good homies", I said squirting my eyes. It probably wasn't  visible to him in the dark.

"yeah alright", he snickered and moved closer into my hold.

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I woke up feeling a jolt. "Isn't it time? Go home", Yuta woke me up.

Ah. I guess I slept in just as i planned- i mean predicted. "Is that how to treat me after what happened last night?", I  said doing the fuckboy face.

"eh. Fuvk off", he said. Seems like he feels alright now.

I snuck off to my house the same way I came it. For some strange reason it felt like it was the right thing to do.

I called him later that day to make sure if he was feeling good and eating well. He said he was but I better take him out someday and better feed him myself.

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Dear diary,

        I didn't regret breaking in. I will break in again for him to just be in my arms. I will fondle him more next time but will there be a next time? I wish for more than one next time. I will break in again.

That night I went to sleep just like every other night but with a strong determination.