12/13/15

Dear diary,

It's officially winter break. And it's sweet relief to not wake up to my alarm. It's around 11 right now.

After I wrote here yesterday, I gotten news from both Jongin and Jongdae.

I'll write about Jongin's first. So, he called me that he gotten a lot of offers through emails and calls from recruiters!! It took a good ten minutes of me blabbing to Jongin how I just KNEW he had nothing to worry about and that he was going to get this great opportunity anyway and yada yada yada! I had to stop because Jongin started crying through the phone. I nearly got a heart attack until he told me that he was just overwhelmed with joy.

We talked for about thirty more minutes until he said that he was going to sleep, which I understand, he danced his heart out. I told him to go and that we can eat out to his favorite chicken place today, a congratulatory lunch.

Once I hung up, I noticed the snap vid from Jongdae. I could tell straight away that he must be at the Blizzard after party and that he was drunk out of his mind. The snaps kept coming one after the other, some with also Chanyeol and Baekhyun, some with Seulgi, Irene, Yeri, and Joy, and others with people I didn't know. It was weird, because where was Wendy right?

Anyway, the first snap was him basically screaming into his phone that a big-time company took notice of his band and that he's celebrating for it. Other snaps were of him dancing to the flashing lights and heavy beats of the music. Later snaps were of him telling me to come over to join them. I took a picture of my ceiling, replying that I didn't want to.

And then came more snaps.

"I want to see you."

"I miss your face."

"Please come over."

That boy was torturing me. Cute faces, sending hearts, and singing. JUST BEING ADORABLE. I wanted to jump out of my bed and go all the way back to campus. But I knew better, plus that kind of party is not my style. Being the introverted person that I am, I would've felt awkward there.

He must have been really drunk. And maybe he meant to send those to Wendy or he could've sent that to more people. He didn't say my name in any of the snaps anyway, so who knows. But god help me.

Oh, I just got a text from Yixing asking what I'm doing. I just invited him to join me and Jongin for lunch and he agreed.

I better go get ready then.