So, you are seeing my every story everyday recently.

Dear god, does he even know how much I hate him now? He won't be mine but he keep stirring up my mind.

This is what happening inside me right now.

My brain:

-Be calm! Do not overreacting! He just saw your story, no big deal. 

-He just saw one of many stories in his feed. DO NOT GET FALSE HOPE! He might not even see it, he only swiped left without actually seeing anything.

-Listen carefully and repeat after me: DO NOT GET FALSE HOPE.  

...but, my heart:

-Oh, he's in love with me! 

-Oh my god! Can't you see? He's slowly taking interest in me

-Maybe I should post more every day

-HE'S LOVING MEEEEEE

and, this is me:

-I'm sorry heart, I'm with brain this time! But, I won't ignore your honest feelings. I give you 15 minutes so you can scream all you want and fantasize anything you want. 

-I won't judge!

-But, after that, just... let brain taking control. It's better and obviously smarter choice here.

Today is 22.08.2022, a very beautiful day with stormy chaotic inner me.