I swear I can't concentrate,
the letters seem to make no sense. I tell myself that I'm the best there has been, no one could ever replace me but I wonder if I ever came close to being the first choice when someone had the option of choosing. So I repeat this in my head almost obsessively, there's no one better than me, so I'll work at all times to reach such limits. Sadly  though, I wish the adrenaline lasted more than just a few measly minutes.In a parallel universe maybe I would've gone through with my promise and become legendary and perhaps that universe is my head where all delusions exist.