I want to pretend you didn't leave me here, on my own with none to hold and everything to fear. Alone in a world that feels pleasure in taking and never giving back, stuck in quicksand not knowing how to get help.
With your name stuck on my lips, is it reverence or detest that I hear? Repeating every moment of our time together and praying for you to come back. Why make us live and build for you to kill us in the end? Take me too if you want, I have nothing left. Just maybe you could tell me how to erase all this pain?
How do I forget that not long ago I used to have it all, was so close to being whole and every dream was vast and reachable, drowning in hope?