All alone

With beautiful memories

Of the time I was not

But time has shown

That my friends forgot

That I am still here.

Pensively pondering with patience

This state of being weightless

As I fade away from sight

To a place devoid of light

Wondering why a worthless

Ghost such as I

Ever thought I'd amount to more

Than a weakling that wants to die.

I wish there were someone

To which I could say goodbye

Before a find a gun

And exhale that last sigh

And with life be done.

Close my eyes

And never open them again

To witness a rising sun