cảnh cáo: lowercase, và nếu bạn phát hiện lỗi ngữ pháp nào thì chỉ mình nhé, rất hoan nghênh :>

một đoạn ngắn. lâu ngày mình không viết gì về yuto rồi và khi có hứng thì cảm hứng lại là bằng tiếng anh. tạm thời mình không dịch ra tiếng việt, bởi vì thấy dịch sao cũng không ưng ý.

về ijika yuto và adashino yuto, và những người còn lại.

OoO

if things had been different...

ijika yuto thinks, lets the wind brush his smooth hair. things have always been unfair. from the start, all of them were mirage, include his desire.

ijika yuto thinks, lets the death whisper in his ear. his soul is crumbling. he hears the other him cry, apologize to benio. he will never apologize to someone, especially benio. he will never feel the need to apologize, because he is always right. that thing is not him, it can't be him. it must be something else, trying to be him, but when its eyes reflect benio's eyes, he knows

that he himself is not the original.

ijika yuto thinks about a lot of things. his old name, his old self, the person he should be, the action he is supposed to take, the expectation, the eyes,

oh, the eyes.

he doesn't have eyes,

not physically.

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this is neither the first time rokuro talking to yuto nor the last. rokuro thinks about a lot of things, yet he doesn't know exactly what to say. which of them is real? the one murdering solely for his enjoyment, or the one murdering for something,
rokuro cant know what it is
he just,
see.

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the wind is howling, benio takes a look at the vastness of sky. last night, in her dream, she met two yutos. the dark was shaped to be a rectangle, or maybe everything was. exclude them. they were all smiling at her. in her old house. in her old peacefulness. the door was opened, yet she couldn't escape.

the first yuto's smile was friendly and warm, he gave her half of the ohagi - their favourite food.

the second yuto also smiled, and in his mouth, there were two eyes.
two crumbling souls.
broken.

she couldn't run. she couldn't escape.

cause she was shaped
a rectangle.