idk how to start but theres it.
that was january 2024, my school always occur a festival called "Hoi Cho Xuan" (Spring fair)
i remember thats 30th of january, i was very excited.
but first lets me introduce about me and himXD 
  idk how to say, just hes type of flirtious boy in our grade, first time we met,I was impressed not by his prettiness (maybe idk- handsome) because hes not a type of a popular boy in our grade, hes from the next class of mine but I just met him earlier this year. 

i was impressed by the way he came with us while we were learning PE, so then he started flirting with all the girls he met (including me). That time i felt so special,  i thought that he was flirting with ONLY ME, but wdit?!?!
Nooooo im wrong, he flirted with all my classmate, just some but its probably melt my hearts and my classmates.
 
 actually, at first I thought he was just flirting with me, but when I told my friend about it, I found out he was also flirting with my friends.Im so fuckng shocked that time but I still have hope in this relationship (because I love flirtrelationship so much)I heard a lot, but last time there was a girl who liked him, she confessed her love and he rejected him (!!), so I decided to give up from there.

he had been flirting with a girl in my class. she and I were quite close so she often told me stories. at first I was jealous a bit, but then my feelings gradually lessened because I knew there was no chance (he redflag so much?!)
then suddenly she hated him, and I don't like that trapboy type at all. Like, maybe I like ambiguous, flirty relationships, but I'm not the type to be promiscuous..LIKE HIM!!!!!

and then a few months passed, there was a schedule for gifted students exams (english, literature, math and natural sciences) - for good students. Last year I took the test and failed the test TT. This year I took the test again, and I didn't have much hope. BUT I MADE THAT, I PASSED THE GIFTED TEST!! , he also passed the test but it was the Science class :)

but I don't pay any attention.in January of this year (2024) , the school held a spring fair (as I mentioned above), I was on the team that decorated the class booth. during lunch break, I played games on my iPad and he sat next to me, playing with me. At that time, I still had a grudge so I didn't pay much attention for him...that afternoon I attended the fair, at first I went with a group of friends. But thinking back, I preferred to go alone so I separated, but he followed me. While I was watching the dance, he called out: "You're so pretty today", but I didn't pay attention TT

and then there is another festival "Language Festival" - because my school, in addition to the 1st foreign language being English (I am Asian), also has the 2nd foreign languages ​​of choice which are Japanese and Korean.I also went out with him that day.at first he invited me to do origami (Japanese paper folding art) but I was too busy. When we had free time, people had already folded the origami so we couldn't fold it, I felt so guilty.. I invited him to wear Japanese clothes (yukata, because we study Japanese), but he actually agreed, we wore matching clothes too?!!?!, while taking photos he even asked me: "puts arms to me", so intimate..