(9:50 am) Today is the day lads and lasses. The day I have been preparing for like 2 months. Countless hours of practicing clarinet. Many Fridays sacrificed. And of course, my nerves are starting to kick in.

(10:46 am) Ok so. I finished playing round 1 of phase 1, and I'm about to play round 2. I already messed up a scales and flubbed the ending of the music. When I was done, I was visibly shaking and I had trouble breathing.

(11:28 am) Guess who screw up on a scale again? Now, I much as I want to dwell on my mistakes, a little birdie told me to also focus on the positive. With that said, I preformed the other music pretty much flawlessly (I think). I also didn't mess up another scale and I had style in the first music. That didn't decrease the shudders or the difficulty breathing. In fact, it only made it worse.

(11:51 am) I thought I should just put this out here. There's no wifi reception. I'm bored. Am regretting not bringing my sketchbook.

(12:27 pm) Somehow, I made phase 2???

(2:58 pm) The auditions are done. And I made sooo many mistakes during phase 2. May have had a panic attack. Probably not gonna make it.

(2 days later, 8:24 am) HOCHACHA I mADE IT. Dunno how, but I'm not complaining.