January 2nd

Today song;” I have decided to follow Jesus, I have decided to follow Jesus, No turning back, no turning back”

Thanks to God, I only have to make the vegatables, Bro samuel was the one who have to pound the yam, David on the other hand was sleeping in his room, wahala for who no be last born oo. All this last born can be very annoying chaii.

Around 6:30 am, we were done with cooking, I was given the leftover in the jollof rice pot, I was so happy not until David woke up and he was holding his spoon. Seriously, this boy is unbelievable. I wanted to shout at him but have made a promise to know him more so my character must please him, abii. I gave him a smile, this is a new year you know let me give u small, come and join me. Shey I should come too, bro Samuel ask, I gave him a “Don’t you dare” glare.
Thanks to God he didn’t even come near me. David small small nah, I watched him as he kept on rushing the food. This boy ehn. Soon I left him with the pot, he should wash it atleast he was sleeping through out but it was late before he realized my mission for leaving, smiles of the evil.  Who cares?
I rushed to the bathroom to have a shower, am tired and in an hour time I will be going to church. I sat down on my desk applying cream to my body when my eyes caught the calendar, three days to GO. That mini Prison, I just pity how thin I will become when I come back. I look at my robust hand, I wanted to cry, I will really miss everyone and everything.
 Sam and Mom assume  am not intelligent, David knows am trying my best and dad knows am coping, the boarding school stuff has changed a lot on me, look at me now. Am someone who now  keep secrets, I find it hard to trust people not even my own parents. I have a lot of SECRETS, i mean A…...............lot.

Dolapo, come for devotion. David bang my door. Trust me in my family we respect ones privacy. I rush to pick a dress to wear, I can’t afford to miss the devotion not now that I have Surrender to follow Christ. I rush out of the room to meet my family all sitted. The devotion wasn’t about the word of God as I expect. My daddy hasn’t brought the devotion book and my mom who follows our daily manner hasn’t bought hers. Am not really a fan of ODM I don’t know why anyway. (Please no offence) He was just advising us on what to do and always be a good ambassador of ourselves and the family. Thanks to God, we have to go to church, it was becoming boring just a repetition of what we already know.

We left to our room to dee
Getting to church I rush to sit beside Gloria, she is my church friend. She told me about Theophilus messages and apostle selman. Her lifestyle really make me jealous and i wish to be like her. Like her? No one is perfect joo. I told her I will love to have it. So I collected her phone. Shit, my phone storage is full, if I have to delete the secular songs on my phone for God then it worth it, I deleted half of the song on my phone and I send almost all the song on her phone to mine, she looked at me and smile. I smile back, you can’t understand, I muttered to myself.

The service was coming to an end. the pastor announced the daily youth devotion. It was five hundred, half of what I spend on card weekly. If I have to sacrifice this, it worth it. Ain’t you buying Gloria. Oh no, I follow ODM showing me her devotional book in her bag. ODM, not the fan, I muttered into myself and walk to the pastor after the service to buy it. Thanks to God my dad was near bye, he paid for me. So I still have my data money.

I smiled to my self as I hug the devotion book, I regain my senses and I realized am still in the church. I rush to the car as I see my dad walking away to his car. Good bye, Gloria I smile as I walk past my dad I don’t want to trek home, abeg. Not when am even on a heel.