Dear diary 
Sometimes  you need to let go the person who loves you so much even if its hurts but you might learn if u didn't let them go because if u didn't you might get broken in the end. . I trust you because you are my friend I trust you because you show me inspiration but I didn't know your standards will be down like this. I  have  fake friends  but doesn't matter because I know some people  who loves me because I'm a white girl and I'm sweet like candy and honey but they don't  know how many times I get broken I get dizzy having weird headaches makes me unstable to think. 

Friendship is a part where everything  happens  they stick with you through good things and bad things  they always defend you when someone bad stuff for you they don't care about anything but they Care about your feelings  your smile your happiness your pure heart 💞. Today I'm talking about what I see what I believe in the same time I'm listening to the music that called 'Ariana grande Thank you, next.  Because she understands me well she knows some people are been through alot she knows life isn't easy  or perfect she knows that everyone will make mistake but that doesn't mean to break someone heart and break it into pieces and in the end u figure   a joke . A joke where every word they say was insult someone called you bad words then u fight with them you notice its joke and was sacrasm joke.

I have feeling I'm so broken I'm so dead 💀 can't handle the pain that tear me inside its part where every piece of my heart got ashes my heart   is sad  my mind is dizzy when u get this terrible headache that u can't handle it  u almost  fall down. 

That's me when I get headache I fall down because my blood pressure is low. I'm fine I'm not I'm fine I'm not