My diary

Once upon a time, I was about to get some stuff from the grocery then that moment I was so scared that I'm going to be alone in the dark where there is no light so I tried to pray to be strong to find a way to reach home safely. Suddenly I don't know what hit me but I found a way home but in a shortcut way but it's was dark I found some drunk people coming towards me flirting with me singing some songs that make no sense so I was scared I prayed to reach so quickly so suddenly I reach home and I closed the door behind me with a lock because I was terrified.

The next day I didn't think about what happened but I slept on the couch dreaming about I needed someone to sleep with me, Hugs me,  he sends me some sweet words I never think of being in someone else life but that's will never happen.
IMAGINATION
ALL I want is many things boy who can hug me, kiss me, say some lovely words that are makes my heart melt, and kiss my head even if I'm cut he kissed it for me all I want. I want someone who does a lot of stuff together but I want to be happy. I always get sad because sometimes I don't find a best friend who talks with me 24h never stop or get bored from me tbh I got one I swear that boy is just a person that touches my heart he checks up on me he told me not to cry those tears are rare for me I don't like anyone to make u sad even those people are my friend I'll be mad at them because u cheer me up u to make me happy u make me smile u always have that sweet love and the white heart and I want one thing to fall in love with me but too bad I can't cause ur took plus he said: "I can't date you because u r my sister and my BFF💞😿

So please always smile don't let them make u sad.
I wake up with this wonderful message he always makes me smile indeed I never thought he is the best man even I'm going to send u Something that he sends to me he like calling me Queen because I'm a good girl he believes in me look how cute he is:  "Your the best I'm many girls in my life but u became the best and the funniest plus the...Idk How to describe my feelings and another one that he sends to me Of course, when I talk about queen I talk about the finest person I have ever met in my life, always support me when I need her and wish her the best and make me happy when I am depressed and no matter how much I thank her and no words can describe her, I love you better than anyone in the universe ❤❤❤❤ he made my day I can't believe how I'm going to find BFF like him so be careful always be nice and sweet u don't know what life might be hidden for u
Love you all💞😿

This message is written by my best friend he truly loves me but I couldn't accept his request. ❤️