Hello everyone, I missed you all ❤️ 😭 I swear I don't know what to say but I'm so happy my book is finally getting better and better than I thought 💭 I never thought you guys  love my book as much I love you deeply ❤️, that's means alot to me I swear 😭. It's finally my dream come true of being the best writer but not as much you guys and writers  ❤️. Anyhow I decided to change my mind and erase all the bad things that's happened to me because I can't let those feelings trapped me inside and my emotions gets me through depression zone. And I truly decided something risky for me and for  my life ✨ but I need your help and advice on how to do that?

Can you help me out?

Comments plz ❤️

Prologue

In the Name of Allah 🌸,
Back to my dairy 🌺

Good evening everyone, I hope you all doing great and I hope everything is going good for you ❤️ ✨, and I hope you all stay happy and blessed with smile on your face because you're smile can change other lives so good advice for me to you always be happy and never care about those who hurt you, don't care about those who never seen what you have been through in the stages of your life. Nobody is perfect.
Everyone makes mistake in this life. However, In my suggestion that if you didn't do mistake how will you learn and move on , how will you become qualified in your life and go to different stages, how will you become an successful person without doing any mistake. All those things is already solved in this picture 😍

. Be aware ⚠ ⚠ ⚠ Don't be with a person who once wants to ruin your life's and your reputation because who knows he mights do it all over again and pretend that nothing happened.

BE CAREFUL !!!!!! ⚠

Morever , I noticed that's some boys aren't typically has the same thinking 💭 or let's say, Have any similar interests you know whyy people? . Because every boy have same interests but different personality even in the way they think 💭. Now I noticed and got the concept of the idea 💡. That's some boys are a little different than other gender who have their mind goes to sexuality thoughts 💭.

I want to apologize for everyone who I have been tough on them just what I have been through is more like storm that's hits me and send me to other side of the cliff, I want to say that I apologize for everyone that's I share my story with you guys through emotion and feelings it's allowing me to feel happy and relieved because you all listen to me when my heart can't speak. So thank you ✨ thank you God blessed you ❤️🙏💫🎊😭.

Back to the point,
                            Today I got an idea 💡 that's I'm going to change my mind and my lifestyle that's I'm going through right decisions because staying upset and mad and mostly in depression zone that's actually will kill me and kill my sickness and it's will leads me to worst times . Even though the stage of my killness isn't yet qualified in which level but I know if I keep on thinking about it alot that's will be huge risk for my life. I'm still young I'm 21 years old so I can't stop my life for some idiots boys who never knew how to care about sweet hearted  girl and mostly her heart can't take the pain she has. Why should I keep on following them and lean down towards  their knees and asks them to forgive us?  Come one girls we are girls we are united so no matter what's happened whether it's good or bad suck or fantastic happy or sad depressed or anxious beautiful or ugly mean or nice  we shouldn't stop our lifes for those who didn't deserve us or appreciate us in our  lifes. How about you give him this cute message he mights get little savage or let's say he mights get in pain Rule Number #1
1.I don't like you because you are so ugly for me since you are walking around following  some chicks  since you are too blind to see my beauty dam let's me tell you something I'm beautiful and I know myself so how about you  fu*  off your  chicks that's one day she mights  leaves you  and let's you cry in side of the corner suffering like little kid.
BOOM 👉 (Block him) *cheering*

2. If he ingores you, girl stay calm stay calm stay calm let him do what's he wants to do don't worry if he sees the messages you SEND IT and immediately turn to savage you know why? Because this type of sign is the sign that's telling you he doesn't fucking cares about you and how  you  are so deeply involved in this types of situation that's actually you have the  clues that's is  obvious and it's clear by you can see it clearly by your  eyes, Don't ingore that's opportunity you have the rights to speak about your  struggles and your pain that's actually kills you right now. Girls be strong 💪 you don't need boys to make you happy you need music, dance, friends, family, writing poems, reading funny stories and share it with the one you love. So girls in the  previous topic  I was talking about ugly and beautiful. Listen girls who is ugly is the one who said ugly to you so girls you aren't ugly at all you all are beautiful and smart and sweet and white hearted don't give a shit about those who ruin your own life's. ❤️ ✨Beauty is nothing you don't need beauty to makes you feel happy and joyful. NO, You don't need that's you needs friends you need best friends. I know everyone is going through this stages this how it's starts : "Waking up every morning looking at yourself in the mirror and says :'I wish I was beautiful' *pause words* YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL COME ONE STOP SAYING YOU AREN'T BEAUTIFUL GIRLS MAKE UP IS NOTHING BUT CHANGES THE WAY YOU LOOKS AND HOW BOYS WILL RUN AFTER YOU IN MY CONCERN.  IT'S OKAY IF  YOU HAVE ACNE OR SCARS ON YOUR FACES THAT'S DOESN'T MATTER EVERYONE HAVE THAT'S SO STOP HIDING IT AND GO BY YOUR BEAUTIFUL NATURAL BEAUTY SKIN THAT'S ALLAH  has CREATED IT YOU..

*sorry for caps*

However, that's isn't our case that's we are talking about I know that's I have been broken and entering through zone and maze about what's happening in my life I look and I give sometimes to accurate  carefully  about it and I think wisely that's everything should change,And I should change my lifestyle I should try to write about  happy diaries and to change the way I'm thinking 💭. Everything that's happened to me in the past will stay in the past but that's doesn't mean I should quite my own life for someone who didn't know how to loves me back when I needed him the most. I shouldn't care about those who never knew what I have been through because the girl who was sitting in the side of the corner crying all day long is gone she is barely gone for good she isn't coming back because you hurt an susceptible girl and looks what's she will be  back agian a ruffianly girl so let me tell you good concept :Everything that's happened between us got deleted even those pictures and those couplegoals you send me is deleted even those sweet words that's I was so obsessed about it is deleted so I have nothing to have towards you even those meomeries I wish I take out. Those memories and I will try my best to not to pretended about it and make sure it's was nothing to me, you know why?, Because everything I gave to you was more enough than I gave it to anybody I tell you everything but look what I got  in return been a jerk and pu** to me, Come one , I don't give crap about what you did because ain't stopping my life for you if you ever texted me I will see message and never replay let's  that's chicks that's you told her that's :'she is cute like honey let's her be the one who will gives  you the nightmares.

Howver, I have nothing to say but whoever been through alot don't fall down please don't fall down like I did I know I'm type of girl who is been played, cheating, betrayed but that's doesn't mean I shouldn't stop and do pause for  my life and btw no one is born fabulous so be yourself stick with the one who gives you motivation and smile, Don't stop your life and your passion about some boys who never knew your soreness that's happened. Be yourself ❤️ stay happy and mostly girls you are beautiful inside and outside. 😘💖

To the boys I'm not good in saying words but, However  don't care about girls who hurt you ❤️ you don't need them I know I'm a girl you shouldn't listen to my advice but I'm telling I have seen worst of girls who do shits who pretended to be idiots and dumb don't take it as compliment (girls). Morever I know how you boys when you start to love girl then she betrays you by your closet best friend (boy), or cheated on you and I how it's feels but that's doesn't mean to stop from smiling your smile is more precious so don't let anyone take it away ❤️.

Raneem ❤️💖
        - Today I learned that's what I have been through is a test I'm so glad I have learned it -

-Your smile is better than those who doesn't know how to treat you right so don't stop  on smiling because that's smile can be the reason of your next stage of your life 😍-

-Don't care about those who didn't treat you right, worry about those you didn't know how precious you are - ❤️

-Beauty is nothing but having a  good personality is the most value thing so please don't waste it -

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