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Pallavi's pov

I am all alone in hospital, today prateeksh's operation is scheduled, after that little fighting with my husband, I came to hospital, it's been 5 minutes my brother is taken inside the operation theatre, me long with my family ,, I mean his family is with me all the while, dadi was stroking my hair lovingly and Adit and Anant were trying to clam me down , Abrahm bhayya and Aman were doing the formalities in the hospital, Avinash uncle, Mahesh uncle and Goutham uncle were discussing something with head surgeon about my brother's operation , maasi and mousa ji were very happy by seeing my loving family ,

But no one knows about my inner turmoil, I am already worried for prateeksh's operation, I know it's not a simple surgery, it's a complicated heart surgery, but I have faith in my mahadev , he never ever do injustice with me ..

I am now also worried for this family who were day by day connecting emotionally with me , one day I have to broke everyone's heart , other side how will I disclose the truth to pratik that I married a guy who didn't love at all , how did i disclose the truth to him that I forced to marry someone who didn't love me ..

More over what is this melancholy inside me ?? I never need anyone's shoulder to cry , I never need anyone's support to solve my problems but what happened to me today , why I am feeling weak , why I am feeling alone even I have these many people around me , no one presents is giving comfort to me , papa after ages I am again missing you ,

" Jinn rishton keliye zindagi bhar tarasti rahi aaj unhi rishton mein ulaj gayi hunn "

" I yearned for relationships all my life, but today I am entangled in those relationships." ...

Everyone in his family is with me right now except him , of course why would he come ?? He never loved me , never considered me as his family then why will he come for me ??

I let out a sad chuckle and gulped a lump which was formed due to the pain in my heart ..

People think that I am strong , i never fell week infront of anyone , but no one knows what is the actual reason behind by strong and undoubtedly rude behaviour..

Before my dad's death , I am also a normal person,who used to laugh , cheers and who used to enjoy my life like a cheerful bird ,

Suddenly my father's business partners cheated on him and in anxiety, he committed suicide , only me and brother are left in my house ,

One day my dad's bestfriend came to our house to console us , it's been only three days since my brother gave last rites to my father's body ,

I thought he geniunily want to console us , but I got to know about his intention when he held my waist and tried to force himself on me , thank fully prathik saw this and immediately called Anirudh's parents and they saved me on that day from that animal ..

After knowing my father's best friend's intentions on me , I distanced myself from this selfish and mean world , I have started to doubt everyone, undoubtedly I have trust issues on every other man who tries to come close to me and I became a strong woman from a cheerful girl , from that day I never open up my vulnerable side to anyone ..

I was just staring at nothing and seeing the floor , suddenly I felt like the hospital environment had got solemnized, I felt like Everyone was standing at there place like a statue , everyone gaze is fixed on someone like they saw any alien , I didn't bother to lift my head untill my heartbeat got raised with his presence, i closed my eyes and prayed mahadev ..

" No , no no , he can't be here , I will burst into tears , I don't want to feel weak in front of anyone, I am strong enough to compose my self "

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWqUncs8OeM

I felt his presence, dadi left her seat and gave place to him , he sat beside me and kept his hand on my shoulder , that's it for me , I kept my head on his biceps and let out my tears with uncontrollable sobs ..

I can sense his white shirt got transparent due to my tears on his shoulders, he took me into his arms and didn't bother to stop me , I was sobbing in his arms , from the day I heard prateeksh condition I was controlling myself, and trying to not letting out my tears , bcoz if I fell week , who will take care of prateeksh..

But today I felt like I am a human who wants to let out her inner turmoil..

But why him ?? I don't know, even everyone from the morning trying to calm me but no one is able to that but he did that , and that too without any effort ,

Is this called emotional intimacy which shalini refers every time ??

" Dekhna pallu one day you will meet that person , with whom you will share that emotional intimacy..

Arey buddu emotional intimacy is a true intimacy and it doesn't mean sleeping together, it's like a rare gem , a few people are lucky to have that in their life, unknowingly letting out your fears , secrets, pain, trauma infront of him/ her is nothing but an emotional intimacy, you do that bcoz you know that he or she won't judge you with your fears and knowing your vulnerable side , he only says by holding your hand " don't worry , you are safe with me , it is bond that says , I will see you the whom you are and I love you unconditionally " trust me one day you meet him without your involvement. "

" It's ok everything will be fine , don't take too much stress , world best doctors were operating him , he will be alright "

I came to my senses with his words and i realised my position and sat straight in my seat ..

He kept a bottle which contained water infront of my lips but i denied .

" Mein aaj fast rakh Rahi hunn , shaam tak kuch nahi kavungi " I gave a reply avoiding his eyes , what the hell what happening to me ??

I mentally cursed myself for falling week , I started tapping my left foot on the floor a little as I am habitual of doing this act when I am tensed and my hands were shivering , my lips were trembling, god i am hell tensed and worry about my brother ...

He held my hand gently in his hand and tried to calm down , unknowingly I am feeling safe and secured , what the hell it been a week just a week we got married and why am I feeling safe with him ??

" I have to do a call, it's important, are you ok now " he asked , I titled my neck and saw him , concern is evident in his eyes ..

" Yeah I am ok now , actually much better , you don't have to be worried for me I will take care of myself now " i said and saw straight towards the operation theatre, am i behaving rude with him ??

" If this work was not important then I would not have left you alone. " he said and left to the another corridor to make a call

Why was he giving an explanation to me ? Does it matter to him what I think ?

He came back to me after completing his call , he is angry which is evident in his eyes , they are blood red , the lines on his forehead is saying that how much he is angry , but why ?? What is bothering him now , I badly want to ask him but I am afraid of him by seeing his red blood eyes , I gulped in hard and looking again towards the operation theatre,

After 2 hours that glass door was opened first a nurse came out with a tray which contained equipments followed by surgeons ..

I made my way towards the doctor and he gave a smile and said

" Operation went successful, prateeksh is out of danger "

I took a relief sigh and kept my hand on my heart to calm my heartbeat, i immediately turned to see him but wait ..

He left the corridor, but not before hearing what the doctor said ..

" Kankajoore kahika" i muttered to his retrieving figure " but thoda sa accha wala hai " my inner voice said to me ..

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Arjun's pov ..

" Maa , maaaàaaa , kya hua aapko maa , plz maa where are you , you very well know i am very scared without you maa , "

" She is not my mom , where is my mom I want to see her right now"

" Arjun "

I came to my senses with Abrahm's voice ..

" Tumhe yaha dekh kar accha laga mujhe yaar " Abrahm said while wrapping his arm around my shoulder while taking into a side hug ..

" Finally you are trying to come out of your trauma, seeing this you can't even imagine how glad I am." Abrahm continued

" Where is she ? " I asked to him ..

" Waiting longue mein , she is in tension , not even drinking a sip of water from morning , plz try to to console her " he said and we walked towards the waiting lounge,

My mind already been occupied with my past scars were one day , in the same hospital environment I was searching for my mom , when I am 8 years , one day I got the new s that some of my dad's enemies attacked on my mom and she is in the hospital.

Along with one of my care taker I came to the hospital.

" Maa , maaaàaaa , kya hua aapko maa , plz maa where are you , you very well know i am very scared without you maa , " i still remember that worst day ..

" Arjun baba hum reception mein puch lengey " mohan kaku asserted and we both ran to reception..

They refused to allow me to mom's room , as I am very little , i can't see her in that condition..

I ran to corridor,, and saw outside of the ICU my dadi dadu were waiting, without thinking twice I ran inside the ICU and saw a women whose full body is burnt , There is not a single place where there is no burning.

Her eyes got open heavily maybe with my presence , she farwarded her hand to hold me but I took two steps back away from her .

" She is not my mom , where is my mom I want to see her right now" i said and doctor and nurses tried to take me out but I am very adamant and I take few seconds to understand that lady is none other than my mom , the most beautiful and precious in my life , now lying on bed with burning body ..

I only recognised with her eyes , the love towards me in her eyes , and with heavy breath she finally held my hand and tried to say something to me but soon I heard a beep sound on electric equipment which is attached to my mom heart , doctor checked her for seconds and covered her face with a white cloth ,

" Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa " i shouted to her to awake her

Papa , dadu dadi ran inside the ICU within few seconds and dad fell on the entrance like a corpse , dadi tried to console him , dadu came to mom and removed the cloth from her face and immediately closed his eyes , my breath starting got heavier, I fell like someone grabbed my neck and choked me , I felt the darkness over powered me and my eyes lashes got heavier than usual , I only got senses only after a week only find Shanti puja held in my house for my mom's soul peace, then 8 realised I didn't saw my mom for the last time too .

From that day I didn't feel any emotion inside me , doctors declared that I have Thanatophobia , phobia of losing someone or death anxiety, that's why i never come to hospital, I never get attached to anyone after my mom , when I used to get injured doctor a had came to my mansion for my treatment, but after my mom's incident, I came to hospital for dadi who got unconscious on that day and again I got Panik attack on the day , on the insistence of my dad I left the hospital on that day , after that day today i came again here only bcoz of her , yes the only person who reminds me my mom each and every second ..

I came to the corridor and saw her petite body on chair while looking nothing , staring at floor , everyone just staring at me like seeing an alien..

With slow steps I went near her , with my foot steps she might be understood that it's me , she closed her eyes tight and dadi gave her place to me , I sat beside her and kept my hand on her shoulder gently , immediately she crushed herself on my shoulder and her eyes became Lachrymose, i securely wrapped my arms around her arms and taken her into my embrace bcoz i know this is weak moment in a human life , if he or she didn't get proper care and cure at this time , their inside emotional turmoil made them destroy from inside and I am the live example for that case. So I didn't bother to stop her from crying

" It's ok everything will be fine , don't take too much stress , world best doctors were operating him , he will be alright " i tried to cooed her but she immediately distanced herself, and the pounding organ inside me twitched a little , am I feeling bad with her gesture ??

My eyes fell on her foot which is tapping on the floor , definitely she is in anxiety, usually Abrahm do this when he is in anxiety, wait both are habitual of tapping foot ??

My eyes fell on Abrahm and he was also tapping his foot on the floor , that means something is bothering him and he never going to share with me , and I have my ways to get information..

I took my phone from my pocket with my free hand as unknowingly I held her one hand gently in my hand ..

" I have to do a call, it's important, are you ok now ? " I asked her if she is ok or not , what if she still need me ? ..

" Yeah I am ok now , actually much better , you don't have to be worried for me I will take care of myself now" did i said something wrong , maybe she is still angry on me , what i did to her in the morning, she must be still angry on me ..

" If this work was not important then I would not have left you alone " don't know how these words were escaped from my mouth ..

I left to another corridor and made a call to Neil , now he working with Abrahm ..

" Neil , is everything ok with Abrahm, what about his new deal ?? " I asked with no nonsense with an extremely raspy voice which got the another one shiver in their spine ,

" Ye...yes..sir everything is ok , new deal also almost confirm sir " with his voice i already made mind to kill that bastrad who were trying to harm my family ..

" I don't have the habit of asking again, Neil, now tell me the truth" I said in most authoritive tone and he flinched in fear and split it out ..

" Sir , Abraham sir is having trouble with someone, thakur and their family from varnasi , waha ka MLA se panga chal raha hai aur Abrahm sir unlogon ki ek factory ko seize karwaya hai aur badle mein ... " He stopped in btw

" Hmm .. badle mein ? " I asked him

" Badle mein woh log sir ka consignment ko blast kardiya hai aur bahut bada loss huva hai , although we did insurance but sir wants to take revange , aaj subha hi blast huva hai but sir aap ko inform karne se mana Kiya hai " he said in one go ..

" Naam kya hai " I asked him ..

" Sir ?? "

" MLA ka naam kya hai "

" Ji ,,, jhanvi Singh thakur , Varanasi ka mukhiyani , karta darta bolte hai unko " he said and i disconnected the call ..

I came back to her and sat beside her , I am burning in angry , after sometime doctor said that operation is sucessful, and her brother is out of danger , without wasting a second I left the place with my bodyguards..

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I stood infront of a huge steel factory , which had a board named " THAKUR's steel factory..

" All set Aman ? " I asked aman and who nodded in return ..

" Then what are you waiting for ? " I asked in horse voice ..

" Yaar dobara sochle baad mein bahut problem......."

I dragged a remote from his hand and pressed the button , Soon the whole factory collapsed in front of me , because yes I planted bombs in that factory , it is in outskirts of the city and it's already night time , we checked the workers and we got to know that all workers were left the factory at evening itself, few guards were there , who were beside me right now ..

One of the security guard informed his owner about the blast but who cares , enimity with Arjun srivastav is nothing but a destruction, I will destroy everything if anybody disturb my family ..

I know Thakur's are powerful all over the India but not than me , they have to be punished for troubling my friend..

Suddenly Aman came in front of me with his phone ..

" MLA miss Thakur is on line " he said while handling my phone to me , i didn't even bother to glance at her number , I kept the phone near my ear and I heard a sharp yet dangerous voice, with her voice I understand she is not an old lady , she is young politician, her voice is filled with attitude..

" Khambha Gani, srivastav saab " i didn't said anything in return and she continued.

" Je thum ne teek nahi Kari su saab , yeh ladayi mera aur thare dosth ki beech ki mamla tha , ab thamne beech mein aave gaye su , toh Dusmani toh nibhani hi padego su " she said in attitude..

" This is not right by you, this fight was between me and your friend, now you have gone ahead in the middle, so this enmity will have to be maintained."

" Arey you trying to give warning to me ? " I said

" Arey hum warning koni de re the , hum toh bus sach bol rahe hai , jo panga khurana saab mare beech chal rahi su , aapne beech mein Choudary Banke aave gaye su , Mari koi dusmani nahi hai aapse , hum aapko izzat kare su , par ab ka kare ? Janvi singh thakur kisi ka udar nahi rakthi " she said and stopped in middle and continued

I am not warning, I am just telling the truth, you are the one who came between me and your friend's fight , I have no enemy with you, i respect you, but what do now ? Janvi singh thakur doesn't give up on anyone"

" Suna hai aap ki sadhi kuch hi din pehle huva hai , aur thari bhindini ko in sab ke baremein kachu nahi pata hai "

" Don't drag her in this matter , otherwise I you have you seen my wrath miss Thakur. " I roared

" Arey saab , sadhi mein toh humme bulava bhi nahi aave se , par thofa dena toh banti hai , thofa bheja hai thari choudarni ko , puch ke bathana kaise laagi su , har har mahakaal " she hang the phone I rushed towards the mansion , I hope nothing will happen to her ..

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So that's it for today I hope you like..

Who is this new girl in their life ,will Arjun be able to save pallavi ?? will Arjun and pallavi be able to heal each other's scars ..

Precap: Darta jahaan humse hum tose darte ee sab jaane mori raniya

maska lagao na chhodo ji chhodo
sab samajhti hai tori dhaniya

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