Hai ..

Hello ..

Happy reading..

Firstly thank you so much for your love and secondly thank you so much for your love.

Now let's begin the story.

Note : it is a longest chapter so thoda time nikalke aaram se padlena , fhir bolna math ki maine bathayi thi ..

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It's been a month since Arjun and pallavi got married, and lots of changes take place in their mansion ummm no in their home ..

Firstly dadi is very happy because , now everyone has their dinner together , it was a rule kept by pallavi and one more rule is while eating they can't use their phone , this rule is also kept by pallavi , and everyone agreed for this rule , without having other option Arjun also agreed for this rule ..

Avinash spends more time with his family , at least he is trying to give some time to his family ..

Adit and Anant stopped their late night parties because one day their tigress bhabhi gave a big lecture after seeing them in an almost unconscious state ..

As usual Ragini igones everything but she gradually reduced to go for clubs and parties , after once a little heart to heart conversation with pallavi ,

Now You can call it a home , but no one has any idea about that contract which happened btw Arjun and pallavi ..

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It's morning

Everyone doing their breakfast ,

" Uncle , it's been a month since I was at home , now I want to continue my job , can I " pallavi asked

" Is mein puchne wali kya baat hai beta , you can continue with your job , or you can join our company, i would be very happy if you join our company " Avinash said ..

" And who are going to give job to her in my company " Arjun said while seeing into his plate and it is evident that he is teasing her..

" I will not join your company even if you offer me., did you get that mr Srivastav ? " As expected she got annoyed in which she seems so cute and adorable.

And they asusual started their Tom and Jerry fight ..

" Mrs pallavi Krishnan srivastav, yeh kya , aap apne hi pathi ko maar dalengey kya " he said while holding her hand when she tried to attack' on him with a butter knife..

" Can I ask you something pallavi " Ragini said and they stopped their banter and pallavi sees her with questioning eyes..

" How would you going to represent yourself ? As pallavi Krishnan or pallavi srivastav ? " She asked and everyone got attentive with this unexpected question...

" Kya farak padta hai , pallavi Krishnan ho ya pallavi srivastav, hai toh pallavi hi hai na mom , hai na bhabhi " adit said ..

" Shadhi hogayi hai toh pallavi srivastav hi hogi , hai na pallu " dadi said while glancing at pallavi..

" Wahi toh , ek aurat ko hi sab tags lagake Jana padta hai , shadhi hote hi surname se lekar sab kuch change karna padta hai , aur upar se mangalsutra , sindoor , toe rings, chilla chilla kar bol dete ki yeh shadhi sudha hai , gandi Nazar se math dekho , but ek admi ko yeh sab nahi hotha hai , sadhi hone ke baad bhi ladkiyon ka haq hotha hai uss married man ko dekhne ka , infact kisi ko pata nahi chalta ki ek ladka shadhi sudha hai bhi ya nahi "

" That's what I am saying , a woman has to keep all these tags , As soon as marriage takes place, everything from surname to name has to change , and Mangalsutra, vermilion , toe rings, shouts that she is a married woman , don't look at her with dirty eyes. But a man doesn't have it all , Even after being married, other girls have the right to see that married man.Infact no one knows whether a boy is married or not."

Ragini said and everyone was silent bcoz she is right at this time , pallavi is wearing mangalsutra, sindoor all the day but Arjun is not even wearing his wedding ring in his hand ..

Everyone was eating silently , but Arjun broke his silence and said .

" Pallavi , you don't need to keep my surname after you , and if you don't want to disclose your marital status to anyone, it's totally up on you , we are no one to say thing to you , yeh tumhari zindagi hai , kaise jeena hai yeh tum khud tei karlogi , hum nahi " he said after completing breakfast he left the place without waiting for his reply..

Aman followed him ..

" Arjun , stop , i want to ask something about new merge " Aman said while following him ..

" Pucho kya puchna hai " Arjun said while walking ..

" Why , this merge all of sudden, that too with this small company, if you want , you can merge with a big company, international companies are waiting from years to merge with srivastav empire , but you agreed for this company, is there any specific reason behind this merge ?? " Aman asked still following him ..

Arjun stopped his pace and looked at Aman who was still trying to find the reason ..

" Tum bathav Aman , why will agree for this merge , without any profit ?? , and we can't calculate profit only terms of money , profit kisi bhi tarah ho sakta hai , so yes it's a profitable deal , just ready the papers as soon as possible" Aman gave a nod and Arjun left from there .

Here Pallavi gets ready for an interview, then suddenly she remembers Arjun's words .

yeh tumhari zindagi hai , kaise jeena hai yeh tum khud tei karlogi , hum nahi "

She wears the mangalsutra in her neck and covered with her dress , and wears sindoor and covers with her hair , finally left from there taking the necessary documents, but not before glancing herself in the mirror ..

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" So miss pallavi, we are impressed with your skill but i would like to ask one thing , why you left your previous job ?? That is also a reputed company, then why left the company?? " Hr asked , 2 other members are also present there to ask questions.

" Sir when I used to live in Amritsar, i worked in that company, but after shifting to Mumbai , I would like to work in a new company as for the growth in my career" she answered

" Ok then tell me about your perspective of industrial functioning before and after GST introduced in india " HR asked ..

" Well it's quite benfial to industrial sector but .............

She continued her interview for another 20 minutes and everyone were very much impressed with her knowledge but all of sudden , one of them asked a question to her which is really out of context..

" So miss pallavi, it's a tricky question, soch samaj kar jawaab de dijiyega , " a lady asked maybe she holds a high level position in that company

" Yes ma'am I am listening " she replied in a polite manner ..

" so pallavi, just imagine you accidentally fallen in love with a person who can't love you back , he only can give you pain , then how will you deal with that situation, I mean you would like to accept your feelings or you try to stop that right there ? "

The three of them sniffed at their place with this uncontested question and sees the lady ..

" I just want to check her mental state , after all she will be going to handle 300 members in this company, so I need to know about her mental state too " that lady replied, pallavi nodded in return but it's wasn't convincing reason for her ..

" Umm ma'am, as far as I believe, love is incomplete with pain , and more over its not a business deal , if I invest something on him , I will expect something from him ..

Love is nothing but divine , Without expecting anything from him or her , we will get connected with them emotionally, mentally and physically..

And love didn't expect anything from their partner for example take goddess sati , she loved mahadev without expecting anything from him , Radha and Meera , they didn't expect anything from shre Krishna, but today also they are best examples for love ,

If my deity preferred to give me pain instead of loving someone, I will accept that pain , I will not run away from that love , even if I get only the pain in return "

She said and everyone was much impressed with her answer ..

" Miss pallavi can we discuss about the salary package now " manager said a smile lingered on her face ..

" Read the contract carefully and sign on it " that lady said to pallavi , pallavi read the contract carefully and signed on it , she joined the company today it self ..

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Arjun pov ..

" I am in my cabin in my new office all alone , umm not really , my soul brother imaginary Arjun giving company to me with his love guru ideas , like how to accept your feelings ..

She is inside the manage room , the HR is connected with me in Bluetooth..

I heard the soothing jiggling sounds over my phone , ahh they are heaven , how much I used to hate that sound in initial days but they are really heaven ..

Shut up you idiot, control yourself..

I mocked myself..

" So miss pallavi, we are impressed with your skill but i would like to ask one thing , why you left your previous job ?? That is also a reputed company, then why left the company?? " HR asked her , she gave the answer , I must say she is professional in her work ..

The interview took place for more than 20 minutes and I was impressed too , i bought this company only for her , I can buy 100 more companies like this for her , but I can't give job so easily, she have to gain this job , and more over she will definitely won't accept if I give a job offer that's why I bought this company, my enemies wants a chance to harm my loved ones and I can't take risk in her matter ..

" Ohh so you accepting that she is your loved one ? " My soul brother remember me that he never leave a chance to annoy me

To change the topic , i concerntrated on her interview, its look like the other three also impressed with her skills but I got a question in my mind, and I want to know her perspective..

I commanded manager to ask that question to her through my bluetooth, after 15 seconds she asked the question and she replied in a while ..

" Umm ma'am, as far as I believe, love is incomplete with pain , and more over its not a business deal , if I invest something on him , I will expect something from him ..

Love is nothing but divine , Without expecting anything from him or her , we will get connected with them emotionally, mentally and physically..

And love didn't expect anything from their partner for example take sati , she loved mahadev without expecting anything from him , Radha and Meera , they didn't expect anything from shre Krishna, but today also they are best examples for love ,

If my deity preferred to give me pain instead of loving someone, I will accept that pain , I will not run away from that love , even I will get only pain in return "

" See she is more matured then you , she knows about her feelings, and she is ready to accept that feeling , but you f*cking escapist, always running away from your feelings " imaginary Arjun said..

" If her deity exist in this universe, why he prefer to give her pain ?? Instead of love ? I asked in return .

" What do you mean " he again asked ..

" She only deserves the love , she didn't deserve a beast like me and I am not a f*cking aash*le to give her pain .. "

I averted my gaze towards my laptop..

Deep down I know , at the end of the day she only gets pain in this relationship..

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Author pov

" Ohh you completed your work today ?? " HR bhushan asked pallavi , bhushan is a middle aged person maybe he is working in this company from many years ..

" Yes sir , now I will took a leave for today " pallavi replied ..

" Ok but before that once meet our new boss " bhushan said ..

" New boss ?? " She asked ..

" Yes , I must say you are the lucky charm for our company, today our company is merged with an international company , and you won't believe our share value raised to trice in market " bhushan said with exhilarationin his voice ..

" Ohh then I too want to meet him ones " pallavi said ..

" You are lucky enough , he is in his cabin , come I will introduce you to him , i am sure he will impress with your skill and it will be a good start for your career " bhushan said authentically..

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Pallavi's pov

Knock knock

" Yes come in " a raspy voice came from inside and my heart already betrayed me with that voice

" Sir meet our new marketing team head , miss pallavi Krishnan " bhushan sir said and my jaw dropped to the ground by seeing the most unexpected person in front of me , he is the new MD of this company??

" Nice to meet you miss Krishnan " he said Without any expression but deep down I know he is celebrating his victory , besharam srivastav...

" Pallavi , meet our new boss Mr Arjun srivastav " bhushan sir said to me .

" Very displeasure to meet you here " i said almost inaudible voice but bhushan sir heard. .

" What ? " Bhushan sir exclaimed.

" I mean i am very glad to meet you SIR " i intentionally stretched the word sir bcoz i am reminding him that we are in office ..

" I wish I could say the same about you Miss Pallavi , well I want to discuss something about a new marketing strategy , bhushan sir can I have a private conversation with our marketing head ? " He said in dominating tone and poor bhushan sir just gave a nod and left from there , now only me and him left in his cabin .

" So mrs pallavi Krishnan srivastav, do you want to say something " he said in same authoritive voice ..

" You did everything intentionally right ?? You definitely knows that I won't do job under you , still you did this , only to irritate me , right ?? " I scoffed at him. .

" Exactly, that's what I am doing , kya karlogi ? " He said so casually like he already knows what I was going to do ..

" Ok then , i will resign from this company " i said and about to leave but his words stopped my track .

" Ok , after paying six months salary you can leave from this company " he said while typing something in his laptop , I very well understood that he pre-planned everything, he must know my each and every move ...

" Zindagi bharatiye Indian cricket team ki jaisa hogaya hai , desh mein khelo , videsh mein khelo aur toh aur paison keliye IPL bhi khelo , inki nakrein ghar mein jhelo, bahar jhelo ab aur toh aur office mein bhi jhelo ,kaha mein khud ko jab we met ki kareena kapoor jaisa samajti thi aur kaha queen movie ki kangana ranaut jaisi bangaya hunn " i thought to myself and left back to my cabin ...

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Author's pov..

Everyone was enjoying their small party in canteen as their shares got raised today , for their new merger management gave a small party to staff ..

Everyone was in canteen except Arjun has he don't like all those parties ..

Rohan who was a spoilt brat in the office gawking pallavi from morning and tries to act friendly with her from morning, although she avoided his gaze from morning but now in canteen she can't avoid him , but she engrossed herself with other colleagues , which are seemed to be genuinely friendly ..

But Rohan was gazing her with lustful eyes, little did he know that he is inviting his own death ..

Ravi is also one of her colleague and friend to Rohan seeing everything and they both smirked by seeing each other..

" What bro , what's up?? When you are going to take her for a long drive " Ravi asked with a disgusting smirk ..

She had just joined the company today, let her show some attitude and then I will take her on a long drive. It's going to be quite longggggg for her " Rohan said and they gave hifi to each other and shared a disgusting smile..

" Ahhhhh but I want to touch her right now , I couldn't stop myself from touching her waist " Rohan said and sighed something to Ravi ..

Here pallavi about to take her order from counter , Ravi kept his leg in front of her leg , she got stumbled and about to fall but Rohan hold her from waist and pretends like saving her from falling , even thought she understands that he intentionally squeezed her waist , she stood up from his arms and gave a tight slap to him , which echoed in whole canteen , everyone got attentive with that sound and gazing at pallavi and Rohan ...

" Don't you dare to do that again , I know your intentions, and you definitely don't know about me , and don't try to cross your limits " pallavi said while spitting dragers ..

" Ohh woww , miss pallavi Krishnan, i thought you are a kitten , but you are a tigress, but you know what I am the lion here and no one had guts to touch...... Ahhhhhhh " he fell on the ground on his stomach as someone kicked on his back ...

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Hunter's arrival

Arjun pov ..

I was in my cabin and as usual going with my conference meeting with Korean client..

But I have been monitoring her from my office computer since morning as today is her first day , I am totally satisfied by seeing her smile , she is quite comfortable here , now I don't need to worry about her ..

Management decided to give a small treat to all staff members , they invited me too , but I didn't go there , bcoz no one knows who I am till now , and I didn't want to spoil there moments ..

She is very happy and comfortable with her colleagues, chirping and laughing like a bird .

Ahhh I can do anything for her smile .

Everything was quite good until my gaze went on two people eyeing her with lust in their eyes , my hazel brown orbs went little and raged in anger , immediately i closed my laptop and gazed at them while splitting draggers.

Did they want to see my real side ??

" Arjun,, no pallavi dar jayegi , tum kuch nahi karoge no " imaginary Arjun trying to explain the situation but it's already became out of control after seeing that bastr*d squeezing my girl's waist ,

" How dare he to touch her , it will be the worst day for him , he never going to touch any girl from now " I thought to myself and stromed towards canteen area and directly kicked on his back and he aimlessly fell on the ground on his stomach..

I pulled up his head by holding his hair and banged his head to glass table which is broken into zillion peices, blood is oozing from his head ..

Everyone taken a back and gazing with a widen yet frightened eyes ..

" How dare you to see her with lust eyes , hn?? " I poured a full bottle red chilli sauce on his head and that sauce went into his eyes too ..

" Ahhhhhhhhhhh " he kept screaming but I didn't satisfied with his screams, I saw his hands which are still good in condition..

" You touched her with this hands right ? Now see what will I do " i said and dragged him to the counter and took a rock solid glass water bottle and banged on his hand with full force,the bottle got broken and glass peices pierced into his hand , but I didn't stopped that torcher so soon , i banged the bottle one after another untill I saw his nerves flesh come outside ..

I am a beast for a reason ..

The whole canteen is filled with his screams, groans, with in few minutes he fell unconscious on ground my anger is didn't came down , it was arousing with each passing second, i lost my temper at the moment when he touched her , now he had no right to take breath on this earth ..

I kept my foot on his neck and pressed hardly , to take out his breath and suddenly someone pushed me away ...

I lifted my head and only witnessed some thing I don't want to see in her eyes , fear , she is scared of me , she got frightened by seeing this side ..

I tried to go near her to take into a hug but damage is already done , she got afraid of my presence around her and took two steps back and my heart broken into uncountable pieces ..

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" I already told you , don't lose your temper infront of her , this is very new to her , she really don't know about your dark side and you tormented that guy infront of her "

" Will you f*ck the shut up your mouth " i roared on that imaginary creature and I was searching for her in whole office , don't know where she went and I hope she ok .

" Ok come , we will search for her together " he replied , the office timing had been completed a while ago , everyone left from the office , that bastr*d shifted to the near by hospital, I wish I could kill him on the spot ..

I finally reached an isolated corner and my breath got hitched by seeing her state , she dug her face in her knees and shivering in fear and my heart is sank by seeing her in a vulnerable state ..

Ahhhhh again I messed up everything..

I went near her with slow steps and about to keep my hand on her shoulder , she flinched in fear with my presence and moves away with a jerk , immediately I closed my eyes some is continuously broking inside me ..

" I am sorry mujhe thoda gussa kum karne chahiye tha but

" Aapko ithna gussa kyu aata hai , jab chahe acchese se baat karte ho jab chaho gussa karte ho , what is your problem Mr srivastav ? Why you beat him so brutally? I know he misbehaved with me but killing him is an option? Who gave you the right to take his life ?? Agar mein ek second bhi late karthi toh he would left his breath , why do you get so much anger within a fraction of second ?? "

" Bcoz he was eyeing you with lus....wait why I am feeling like burning inside , what is this feeling , why I got so angry at him ?? After all mein kab se dusron ke baremein sochne laga hunn ??

" Ab bolengey ?? Kyu maara hai unhe ithni buri tarah se , aap toh waha hai bhi nahi then how could you get to know that he is misbehaved with me ?! ........Are...are...y..... you stalking me ?? , she asked with pain in her eyes ..

" You know what Mr Srivastava, I have a lot of trust issues over the people but I trusted you because you said you will not make me uncomfortable , and how could you broke my trust ?? Who gave you the right to eye on me , who gave you the right to see me all day , It means whatever I did since morning, you are seeing everything right ? " She said while crying..

" Kya humare room mein bhi CCTV camera hai ? kya aap meri body ko bhi ....."

" Shut up , I dare you to complete that sentence, I don't know what I will do in anger " i roared before she could complete her sentence..

" Then tell me , why you are stalking me ?? Who am I to you ?? I am just a name sake wife , who lives with you for another 11 months , after that you don't have any right on me , then why are you stalking me ?? " She too roared ..

" And why do you think I am answerable to any one , just get out of my cabin and get out of life , dare to question me ever after today " i said turning my face to other side ..

" You know what Mr Arjun srivastav , bhaad mein jao tum aur tumhara yeh akad , mujhe tum se baat hi nahi karni " she said and past me towards the door , I can hear the jiggling sound which were fading now and along with that my solace is leaving me , but I am helpless now ..

" Wahh beta yeh ladki aap se seedha tum par utar aayi "

" It's good atleast bewakoof nalayak nahi boli " that imaginary creature said and i glared at him ..

" Don't blame me for not warning you , one day she will definitely leave bcoz of your anger issue , tab rothe rehna , ghada kahika " he too left behind her , or should I say my soul left me behind her ..

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I came back to home , which seems like a mansion again , I am totally exhausted today , i straightly went to my room and saw an empty room , I roamed my eyes but didn't find her and felt like something moved from behind me , as expected she ran away to avoid me , maybe she hid behind me and escaped from the room .

I took a long shower and get freshen up, I came to downstairs and witnessed that everyone were waiting for me for dinner, I too joined them , I was about sat beside her but she left to other side of the table and sat beside dadi , I punched on the table lightly to let out my frustration , everyone gaze fell on me but she kept her face on plate , she didn't even bother to lift her head towards me , damn how can I fix the things again ??

After completing dinner she left to room , I too followed her. I can explain her , I didn't stalked her , I just want to make sure that everything is ok in the new office or not , I don't want to feel her uncomfortable or unsafe ..

I reached my room and only witnessed that she is checking our room , i fisted my hand in frustration, how could even she thinks like that ??

" Maybe I am rude , maybe I am inhuman, maybe I am selfish or anything in the world , but I am not bast*rd to keep CCTV camera in our bedroom" i said with cold tone and slept on my side ..

She slept in her place , but sleep is far away from both of us , if she is really sleepy till now her petite body is half laid on my body , still she is on her place , that'slmeans she is only pretending like sleeping, did she feels unsafe with me ..

I saw her anklets and bangles on the dressing table , she removed everything which gives me peace ,this silence is killing me now , Is she so angry with me that she won't even look at me, just look once darling please look at me once, I'll fix everything " with all these thoughts I didn't realised when I slept on my side ...

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I woke up from the sleep only to find an empty bed , my breath is hitched by seeing the empty bed , from a month I only wake up with her sandal rose fragrance, her bangles clinking sound and anklets jiggling sound but today , my room is all empty without her ..

I went to washroom and knocked on the door ..

" Pallavi are you inside " I didn't got any response..

" Pallavi open the door or do any sound , other wise I have to open the , I didn't left with any other option " still i didn't got any response, i opened the door and it's empty ..

Ahhhhhhhh where did she went ?? I raked my hair in frustration..

I checked the pool area , gym area and every where but I didn't find her anywhere ..

" one day she will definitely leave bcoz of your anger issue , tab rothe rehna , ghada kahika "

Unknown to me a tear rolled from my eyes , I felt like the earth is no more beneath my feet , my legs were betraying me , my senses were betraying me ..

No no no , she must be in kitchen ,

I ran to living room and only found my family ..

" Pallavi kaha hai Arjun , aaj Pooja mein bhi nahi aayi " dadi enquired about her to me ..

" Pallavi ,, pallavi ,,, pallavi where are you , dekho mujhe gussa math dilaav " I was searching for her in whole mansion like a maniac..

I didn't find her anywhere ,so I checked the kitchen and lawn , everyone were tensed while seeing my situation,what will I do if she leave me ?? How can I live without her ? , how can I take my breath without her ? my room will again become a silent graveyard without her , my home will again become a lavish banglow without any peace ..

" Arjun rukho , kya hua hai bathav " dad said trying to pacify me ..

" Bhayya, bhabhi yehi kayi hogi , aap tension math lo , yehi hogi " adit and Anant tried to calms me down , but my mind is not ready to hear anything other than her voice ..

" Pallavi ,, pallavi ,, pallavi " i just repeating my words and searching for her again and again everywhere, even after check twice ..

Suddenly the faded clinking sound touched my ears along with my heart , I stood at my place like a statuette, and my peace came to my heart again with her fragrance and presence around me ..

I turned and only found her blured figure , coming towards me

Wait why I am not able to see her clear ? Why it is blur Then i realised that tears had made their way after seeing her ..

I wiped my tears and ran to her and took her into the bone crushing hug and said without caring for the sorroundings..

" Pata hai kithna dar gaya tha , I was so much worried for you since morning, where did you went ? I thought I had lost you , gussa ho toh jagada karo , daanto mujhe humesha ki tarah but bina bathaye kaha chali gayi thi , at least inform karke nahi jaa sakthi thi , tum mujhse naraaz hona toh kisi aur ko inform karke nahi jaa sakthi ?? " I said in one go still in hug , my eyes were betraying me again , maybe after my mother she is the only person I emotionally connected, and that moment I felt that I was lost ..

Yes The Arjun srivastav finally aaj haar gaya hai , apne feelings ko deny karte karte aaj finally apne feelings ke saamney haar gaya hai ..

Yes I love her , i madly fallen for her , my breath in her presence and my life is in her hands , I love you pallavi , i really really love you , I can't live without you, I can't breath without "

I thought to myself..

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