TW: mentions of self loathing, attempted self harm, suicidal thoughts and self destructive behaviors.

- Riya admitted that she felt very horrible about what she did to everyone in both season 2 and all stars.

- Riya tried her best to be positive and optimistic but fails miserably.

- She begins to have suicidal thoughts after all stars ended.

- She secretly loathes herself a lot and she hated on how she acted towards Connor and Alec in all stars since she enjoyed their company and felt horrible for breaking trusts.

- She tried to self harm on herself until she got caught by her little brother Liam. (who was visiting her at the time.)

- He asked her if she was okay with a concern look on his face but she told him that she was fine, but deep down. He knew that she was fine at all and he could tell something is wrong with her but he doesn't wanna pressure and just leave her be for now.

- Riya also enjoyed Rosa's company along with Connor and Alec's companies but she feels like she screwed up so many times and she feels like she is no different from her peers.

- She felt awful how she treated everyone in the game and she plans on making amends with them, but she knew that no one will ever forgive her if she did.

- She admit that she felt regret on leaving Aiden to die on the cliff and she wants apologize but her evil side force her not to do so.

- All of this caused her to fall into some.... Self-Destructing Behaviors that were in a very unhealthy degree and it was very bad for her and she did it without anyone knowing.

- But when Liam found out about what Riya is doing and found out about her unsettling condition, he was devastated and he comforted her when she finally have the courage to tell him about what happened to her while crying.

- Liam told her that she needs to tell their parents and their other siblings about all of this, at first she refused but then realizes that she can't hide it any longer and she accepted it.

- Once Riya told her parents and her other siblings about what happened to her, they were heartbroken and very devastated to see their sweet daughter/sister in this horrible state and they all agree to take her to therapy.

- She never told her castmates or half of her all star castmates about what she went through is because she knew that they would still hated her and they wouldn't even care.

(Note: If you are engaging in self destructive behaviors or activities or self harm and if you ever feel depressed and suicidal, please tell an adult or loved ones to help you and call suicide hotline.)

(Thank You.)