Do you remember?

when you kissed me goodbye? I proposed to you as you closed your eyes, starting your journey to heaven. You told me to be happy  and do everything that made me happy. You told me to take care of my health. You reminded me to relax myself before i sleep. you told me not to skip my meals. You told me to send you kisses every night and morning.

How can you be so selfish? how can you expect me to be happy without you here? How am i going to live without you?

Y/n, wait for me. I'll join you soon.