What was I thinking!? God how stupid can I be!?
Why did I do that? Why did I have to go and bite him?

That's it, I'm dead...no one could save me.. Not that they'd want to.
I should of just gave in and let him treat me like shit..although it did feel pretty good fighting back.. No...that's not the case, now I'm a dead man and this will be just like last time! I'll be bullied, beaten and...well I guess that already happens but I don't need it in school too.

I stood in the bathroom staring into the mirror, my lips where stained with blood, I looked like an animal. I did something I'd never done before, and it felt great yet bad at the same time.

It was the first time in my life that I actually fought back..
A small smile spread across my lips as I twisted the nob on the sink the warm water flowing down into the drain. Cupping my hands I filled them with water and splashed it onto my face washing the blood off then poring it into my mouth swishing it around then spitting it out.

I could still taste the blood but not as bad as before. I pore water in my mouth a few more times and spitting it into the sink watching at the red water went down the drain, after the fifth time the taste was finally gone and my mouth felt fresh...well as fresh as it's going to get.

Turning off the water I looked back into the mirror. My hat was sliding down the side of my head leaving my left ear exposed for the world to see, but thankfully I was alone. Frowning I grabbed my hat pulling it off my ears poking out, the right one twitched as footsteps walked down the hall.

My ears where sensitive to hearing unless there covered, it was at times very annoying but it was also useful.

I ran my fingers though my messy hair straightening it out, with a long tired sigh I gave up and placed my hat back on hiding my ears before someone came in and freaked out.

I wanted to slip my pants off so I could freely move my tail, it hurt so bad being cramped up and twisted even more to have to sit on it. My pain was a never ending story. No matter where I was I had to go though pain and I was tired of it.

Groaning I grabbed my bag off the floor throwing it over my shoulder and walking out of the bathroom and into the silent hall in search for room 58.

After walking up and down the empty halls, not a soul in site I finally found my class on the first floor at the end of a dark hallway. Twenty minutes late, I should of just skipped..with a gulp I decided to just do it and get it over with, so I grabbed the door handle and pulled opening the door.

I wasn't going to let myself cry this time, I can do this..
With that in mind I took a heavy step forward my legs feeling like jello, my heart racing I slowly made my way across the silent room to the large wooden desk that sat in the corner. I didn't even bother looking at the students as I reached her desk.

She looked up at me a soft smile spreading across her pink lips, she was a bit biggish wearing a dark blue flowered dress and blue earrings to match. Her cheeks where a rosy red while her blue eyes where covered with black glitter eye shadow.
Her black hair was in a messy bun with a white almost yellow looking headband pulling her bangs back a few strands hung in her pale face.
She blew them away as her eyes met mine.

"Hi there, how can I help you?" Her voice was soft, calming my racing heart a little.
"Oh, um I'm new.." I said as I pulled my schedule out handing it to her.
She took it as she pulled out thick black glasses placing them on her face her eyes roaming over the paper.

"Oh yes, Yuki is it?" She asked looking back at me. I nodded. "why are you so late hun?"

"I was just lost, I'm sorry." She nodded handing me back the schedule. "I see, well in that case I won't give you a tardy and the fact that you're new.." She smiled. But don't be late tomorrow, or I'll have to give you a tardy." Nodding I stuffed the paper back onto my pocket.

"Just go find an empty seat and if you have a book just read that, but if not then we have many books on the shelves that you can pick from." She said as she pointed to a large black book shelf that held a lot of books. I thanked her and turned to find an empty seat, I was surprised to find a small class, maybe fifteen kids maybe less, I didn't stare long enough to count.

I took a seat in the back of the class, taking out my book I begun to read, thankful for the silenced think this would probably be my favourite class out of them all.
The teacher Mrs. Red seemed nice and there weren't that many kids and I can read in silence. It was perfect, and hopefully it'd stay that way.

Finally I finished my book, only three chapters left and I've read it so quickly. Feeling somewhat upset that it was over I closed it placing it back in my bag.
Placing my head on the palm of my hand I scanned the silent class.

A black headed girl was passed out her head turned to my eyes closed with drool slipping out of the coroner of her mouth, the boy next to her with sloppy red hair looked like he was drawing while a pink headed girl passed a note to a blonde headed girl who let out a soft giggle. And everyone else seemed to be reading or writing.

I glanced up at the clock, almost twelve.

My tummy growled but not loud enough for everyone to hear, I gave it a soft pat as I laid my head on the cold surface of the desk closing my eyes.

*

A little boy only six years old stood his small hands covering his eyes a sad smile on his tear stained face. He stood silently in front of a old wooden door that slowly opened.

A strong gust of wind hit him pushing him back into the wall the back of his head slamming against it. Wet liquid ran down the side of his head.
His smile grew as the pain filled his chest. The door had slammed shut only to reopen with a tall man standing there two kids around the same age standing beside the man.

The man pulled a belt out as the two kids giggled there eyes glowing a blood red.
He stepped forward slapping the belt against his hand as he slowly made his way to the boy who sat against the wall crying as he stared up at the man with fear.

He swung the belt hitting the boy across the leg tearing the skin, a scream of pain and fear filled the room as he bent down grabbing at his leg, only to be hit again on the back over and over.

"You are a disgrace to this family!"

*

I jerked awake at the sound of the bell, everyone was already up and leaving the room.
Wiping the cold sweat from my forehead I got up grabbing my back with shaky hands then left the class. I tried forgetting about the dream but it wouldn't go away, with a long sigh I looked around.

The hallways where full of people, this time I won't be caught alone in the halls again. Swallowing my fear I nervously looked around looking for someone that could maybe help me. A boy stood a few feet from me leaning against a locker as he looked down at his phone fingers attacking the buttons. I assumed he was texting.

Slowly I made my way to him, bumping into a few people on my way.
When I reached him I bit my lower lip crossing my arms over my chest. He didn't even notice me as he typed away. "Um, hello.." I spoke my voice coming out as a whisper I was surprised when he heard me, he looked up from his phone a annoyed looked crossing his face.

His short black hair laid smoothly on his head, his black eyes looked into mine, wearing a lose red basketball T-shirt and baggy brown shorts, his skin was a dark tan. He looked about the same height as Alex and had a lot of muscle..he definitely looked like the typical jock.

"Sup?" His voice was smooth and with a hint of annoyance. He looked back down at his phone.
I looked down at my shoes then back at him. "U-um, well I'm new and I'm trying to find the lunch roo-" before I finished my tummy decided to cut in and growl making him look up at me with a amused look. My eyes fell back to my shoes my face burning with embarrassment. "Sorry." I mumbled only for him to laugh and gently slap my arm.

"Yeah I'll show you." Stuffing his phone in his pocket he grabbed my hand pulling me behind him. "Keep up."
I nodded even though he wasn't looking at me, biting my lip I stared at our hands...he was holding my hand..blushing I looked up at the back of his head, he was kinda hot..
If he where to know what I was thinking he'd probably beat me up and leave me passed out on the floor...probably, so not to give anything away I kept my eyes on the floor not even paying attention on how to get to the lunch room like the idiot I was.

He suddenly stopped making me run into him. "Sorry." I mumbled looking up. "It's cool." He replied not really paying much attention as he eyed someone afar. I turned to where he was looking..a girl who was hanging onto a guy. I turned back to him. "You okay?" I asked taking back my hand, he only nodded then turned to me. "The lunch room is right down there." He pointed to our right. "Just go down the hall and turn right at the end, you should see a long line of people trying to get in." He patted my shoulder then took off in the direction of the blonde headed girl.
Shrugging, I turned and made my way to the lunch room.

As he said there was a decent line of people waiting in the hall. Crossing my arms I stepped behind the last girl in line who was talking to a boy who stood in front of her.
I stood silently waiting.

My thoughts kept running about that boy, I wonder who he was, a jock? He looked definitely looked like one, or did he just go to the gym a lot? Then there was his hand, it felt so warm against mine..he also seemed nice for a jock..that's if he was one..
Maybe the next time I see him I can talk without being shy, and maybe he'd like to be my friend...my very first fri- "Hey move it!" Said a voice from behind me.

My head snapped up to find the line had moved up quite a bit. Blushing with embossment I apologised then ran up to the end of the line.

After what seemed like forever I finally made it into the lunch room which was huge!
Looking around I noticed how many people where in here, suddenly I felt corned, everywhere I turned someone was there stopping me from moving. It was like a big box filled of people..the room got hot as my eyes darted around, I felt the urge to puke.

Taking deep calming breath I pushed it back, I can't and won't do that again, it'll only make me look like a weirdo and weak...I didn't want the attention on me and laughter..I don't think I could deal with that again especially with so many people.

After the line moved up I reached out grabbing a brown plastic tray and had it filled with food. Green beans, corn and meatloaf a cold milk on the side. Yum, the smell had my mouth watering. I haven't eaten for a couple days and I was starving!

I made my way to an empty table and took a seat, smiling I begun to stuff my face.
It's sooo good! I haven't had anything this good since...well, mom and dad..
Frowning at the thought I opened my milk and took a big drink washing down the food.

"Hey!!" A girl snapped behind me, I don't know why I turned around cause who in the world would be talking to me? Oh..that's who. "Hey Sarah!" I smiled up at her as she stepped in front of me her hands on her hips her face darkened with anger. "Hey yourself.." She sneered suddenly slamming her hands in front of me making me jump a little.

"So, I've heard you've brought a knife to school and used it on the hottest guy here!?" She snapped looking down at me like I was a bug needing to be squashed.
Confused I narrowed my eyes. "Um, sorry..but I think you got the wrong per-"

She cut me off. "Ohhhh no. I got the right person alright, Yuuuuuki! She growled pointing her finger in my face. "You attacked the quarterback of the football team with a knife you freak!! And here I thought you where nice..psh, rot in hell loser."

With that she turned and walked away leaving me speechless and confused.
Suddenly I noticed the room was silent, slowly I scanned the room seeing that all eyes where on me, everyone seemed to be glaring.

After lunch was over, I found my class a lot easier then the other few times.
Only now I wasn't invisible like I wanted to be, instead I had people glaring at me from every corner giving me bad anxiety.

-So, you wanna attack people with knifes like a little pussy? We would love to show you how we teach people that wanna go and start shit...god you're nothing but a waste of space, like seriously...do everyone a favor and kill yourself..trust me it'd make everyone's lives so much better!

Stupid attention whore, why don't you meet us after school at the park stupid bitch, whore fag queen! Agh I can't wait till the football team beats the shit outta your stupid ass!

Love everyone! XOXO-
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