disclamer: emotional chapter ahead!!

Shivaay pov

Anika said to come to her house for her answer

And I readily accepted it

At last she cannnot resist me

I opened the door only to find her beautifully dressed

Shivaay: Anika !! Finally

You called me here

So are you ready 

Anika: for what ?

Shivaay: you wanted our ashni back right

Anika:about that shivaay

I don't need your offer

Shivaay: what do you mean Anika

You loved our daughter right

Why don't you want her back ?

Anika: if I really wanted her back

I would have called you shivaay

But I don't need that dream anymore

Shivaay pov

I was baffled !

Words stopped coming out of my mouth

I thought she wanted to get back her child

But this was totally another answer 

I was not expecting 

Anika:I'm blind shivaay

I can't even see how I look

How will I take care of a child?

Shivaay can you close your eyes for a second

Shivaay: but why Anika

Anika: please shivaay 

For my sake

Shivaay pov

I complied to her and closed my eyes

Anika: do you see anything shivaay?

Shivaay: how can I see Anika

My eyes are closed

Anika: you cannot see because your eyes are closed 

Shivaay

But even when I open my eyes , I cannot see anything

I'm useless shivaay

You know what you were always right shivaay

It's good that ashni died because at this time 

i would have been more brocken not  to be able to see my child

So please shivaay, don't waste your time on me

Please find a woman of your standard and marry her

I'm not good for you !

I'm just a burden to everyone

Shivaay pov

Seeing her cry bitterly

Made me feel terrible

What have I done?

I couldn't resist any more

My fake pride could burn in fire

I wanted to play with her feelings but she just wanted me to leave her and marry someone

As she just couldn't see the world 

I carefully pulled her towards me and soothed her hair

I wanted her  to feel loved again

And this time I will not break her heart

Anika: leave me shivaay

I'm not good for you

Shivaay: I'm not good for you Anika

I'm sorry for all my crimes 

I promise you that , I will never leave you

I'm sorry

Anika: I can't see you shivaay

I'm blind 

Shivaay: your not blind Anika

I was blind all these years

You have opened my eyes

I'm sorry for everything

I have done many crimes on you

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Gauri pov

I never thought , I would want to see Om again

But here I'm waiting in front of his hotel room

I rang the bell only to be greeted by Om

Om: Gauri nice to see you

Come on in

Let's get this night started

Gauri: Om listen to me

Om: gauri don't worry

I will take care of everything you will not even

Feel any pain

Come on gauri don't be shy

Gauri: Om listen to me

I don't come for this

Om: what do you mean

Gauri?

Don't you want to get back out mishti

Gauri: I wanted mishti Om

But this will not bring her back

Om: Gauri I'm not understanding

What your saying babies are made when we do this togeather

Gauri: I'm sorry Om

But I cannot get mishti back

I'm barren , it's very rare for me to conceive now

Om: Gauri what are you saying 

Gauri: due to my problems in my first delivery

The doctor said it will be very hard for me to get pregnant again

Even if I do get pregnant , I cannot take care of a child Om

I will be a failure

Please leave me like this Om

Please

Don't start showing me new dreams 

I don't want to see them

Om : Gauri wait

Gauri pov

He stoped my wheel chair with his hand

He had tears in his eyes 

Om: why didn't you tell me this before?

Gauri: you never asked Om

Om: at least you could have called me right

You were in so much pain

Gauri

Om pov

I couldn't control my self

Hell with shivaays words

I need my wife , I don't need a stupid plan

Om: Gauri look at me stop crying

Gauri: Om ! 

Please marry again

I don't want your life to stop because of me

Om: stupid please stop talking

I cannot see that anymore

I don't want anyone Gauri , I need only you

With mishti or without her

Only you will remain as my wife

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Om: Shivaay listen to me

I don't want to be a part of your idiotic plans anymore

I'm taking my gauri back to oberoi mansion

And Anika is going to come with her as she

Is gauris sister and no one can stop it

They sufferred enough shivaay

I don't want to leave her like this

Shivaay !'

Om pov

Shivaay just broke down  in front of me

Shivaay: I'm a fool Om

I didn't know , what is right and wrong

I broke her heart Om

I don't deserve to live Om

I need to die

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