Honestly I'm so tired to repeating myself and I'm seriously giving up not only in the mdc but also on wattpad. I'm sick of people being the same shit when it comes to requesting graphics like I know this doesn't happen just to me and thats also why I know you guys get me bc like people rarely keep the graphics I make them and or are not honest with me when I delivery something they say they will use it but in the next second they are requesting somewhere else like ahhh wtv I give up on this shit, I try not to think about it and just do this because I love it and oh god damn it believe me I love it, this feeling I get when I'm doing something and I'm enjoying what I am coming up with is unreplaceble but people ruin the entire thing to me when they do stuff like this bc wanting it or not I cant help but feel shitty, like damn trash and that my work is not worthy and oh well don't even try to make nice comments like "oh but well you are great you have to think positive" bc I aint getting this shit anymore, my life is already messed up as it is and god damn I wish I was a bad person or at least rude sometimes so people wouldn't abuse me but I ain't and some people can't appreciate it and I'm done and when someday I am gone I hope people who are trashy think about me and regret being shitty to others..wtv I'm not even making any sense but this book is about all this shit, this was just a stupid outflow, rant whatsoever I'm done bye