This week has been exhausting. Beckett made a few attempts to contact me, but I still see him with Sasha. He's still trying to control me. I never realised how much compromise I had to make for him over the years but looking from the outside of it all gave a new prospective.

He needs to stop pushing to meet with me. When I ran into him before catching my Uber, I told him so much. He really needs to get the message I don't want anything to do with him anymore. Somehow, I feel he wants me to be the other women while he is with Sasha but I refuse to fall for that trap.

He is the past.

I have a bright future without him

I let go of him.

Now it is his turn to let go of me.