Once we fall out the window
We start to fly
And we never land
As time goes by.

When time flies with us,
It swirls with our fear
Or it floats softly under our wings
When dreary we stir.

We stir in calm sleep
Then abruptly we wake
Which is as terrifying
As drowning in a lake.

Because that's what is happening:
We drown day by day
In a lake of our sorrow
That won't go away.

It haunts us forever;
Forever and ever.
When we try to escape
We just lose us and sever.

We sever from souls,
From bodies and hearts,
From our own and from others,
As we're all just small parts

In the game of the universe,
A giant, grand play
A final rehearsal
Before the world starts to sway

And it sways and it seesaws
And the strings become loose
It all falls for eternity
Eternally in peace.

So we fall out the window
Or jump, perhaps
To see the world fade,
(And those thoughts of the end)
Skip all our own maps

To fly to our dreams
And continue to live
While we wish for forever...
Like forever it seems.

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Dec 21/2020, 2:20-3:00 am