Am I awake..? I've found myself in complete darkness. I feel like a feather. Weightless. What is this place? Its complete silence. Not even that ringing you get when you lay down at night. Silence. Am I going crazy, insane? What's happening? Out of no where all so very fast and quick and loud...there's all these colors and sounds of voices telling me awful things.

Gorey things. My eyes are flashed with horrible images I've never seen before of people and body parts, blood gushing out and organs slipping. I'm horrified. These mangled humans and animals all in my face, will this end? Is this torture? Images of these things these...monsters...why must I see this?

To weak to call for help anymore. For what maybe your worstest nightmare ever to give you a heart attach, to scar you.. I now call normal.