Alright I'm pretty sure around 3 (?) people saw the last part before I snapped out of whatever was last night and deleted it (this is what it looked like by the way)

,,yea

Reasoning is,,,,, I've got the beginning of my trial today (the opening statement for which I have memorized but out of all the times I've practiced I've only succeeded in making no mistakes three times)

Apparently I'm also the first two crosses which is lovely because if the prosecution objects to anything I won't know how to respond

At least it's 90% a script reading

Minus the objections

And the opening statement

The bulk of it will be on Monday (could be over with Friday but nope my English teacher decided to be gone in the middle of the trials) and my partner is a: really smart and b: doing the closing statement, so I really should count my blessings,, we are the second trial, so we don't have to go first and get to see what's expected from trial one but also get it done with

But god my heart's been hurting since last night, I kept having to just lie there on my bed and try to keep my breathing under control

I'm scared,, for my grade (two things left in English-history, this and the final) and for the actual presentation, I don't know how to rebut things and I'm terrified to tans up there in a dumb little miniskirt and try to act confident

I'm sorry for complaining, I know how annoying it is but I'm freaking out a lot right now and I don't really know what else to do