It should be easy. After what he did to me it should have been soo easy. I should have pulled the trigger. I should have shot him bang! Into oblivion when I still had the chance, but I couldn't.

Or rather I wouldn't, the ability was there but they want to do it was practically non-existent. I just wouldn't do it. I want to say I hate him, I really do. I'm so desperate to hate him but I can't. Even after his unforgivable betrayal, I can't muster up the courage to hate him I can't bring myself to do it.

Cause every time I look into those eyes the memories take over and I can't help but give a sorrowful smile. Why did you have to be so stupid? And why can't I bring myself to hate you for it?