❝i wish i could say more about what happened to us. but i can't. if i tried to explain it, it would come out as mumbo jumbo. nobody would understand it, i'm afraid. they wouldn't get that you and i were never one thing: on and off, this and that. we were people who enjoyed each other's company, people who could laugh endlessly together. but we weren't in love, we weren't anything like that. infatuation ran through our veins. attention seeking became our adrenaline. there isn't much more than that, we fell off. we stopped talking. you found someone else, i moved on.❞

— rambles about what i miss//dreamfloats | 121117