Ronan           Paris

Today 4:02am

Paris?

Yeah?

You're awake?

Yeah unfortunately. Our "son" had to take a potty break. What's up?

You know I love you, right?

Yeah. Of course I do. Is everything okay?

Yeah I was just thinking.

About what?

I'm afraid.

...
What are you afraid of?

What if we're not in love?

  What do you mean.

What if we have a wrong perspective on love and relationships and all of this is just...fake? I want to be real. I don't want to be like everyone else. I don't want us to be like everyone else.

...
I think I get what you're saying but...what are you trying to say?
That what we have isn't real?

Yes.
I mean no.
I mean...I don't know anymore.

Ronan.

What

Do you love me?

...

When you're with me, when you think about me, talk to me, laugh with me...what do you feel?
Are you happy?

Yes.

Then why are you freaking out all of a sudden?

I just...I see people fail, Par.
I see couples fighting and breaking up when I thought they were doing fine. I thought they had it all right.

You can't base us on other people, Ro.

I know I'm just thinking.

Don't doubt yourself, Ronan.
Don't doubt me.
I would never ever lie to you.
And I can't promise that everything I do and say will be right and and that everything I do will be out of love...but I can promise that what we have? It's the greatest gift God could ever give me.

...

We've got this.
Who cares if it doesn't look like the perfect relationship? Who cares if most of the time we have no idea what we're doing?
We will get through. And we'll get through together.
Okay?

Okay.

  You okay?

I am now.
Sorry for the mini freak out.

It's okay, babe.
Now get some sleep. I'll see you tomorrow with Percy ❤️

I love you.
I really do.