I burst through the trees, seeing a torn and tattered bridge.
I walked to the edge, seeing a dry bottom.
Do.... I really want to do this?

"People have it worse than you, you know."

"Stop being so emotional."

"Ugh. Your problems are NOTHING compared to mine."

I stood on a piece of the stone, looking down.

Yes. There's no one who cares about you.

I heard myself sobbing, but it sounded like a million miles away.
This is better for everyone else. They won't have to deal with you anymore.
I stared at the bottom.
Don't put it off! You'll just end up regretting it later. Do it now, and save yourself the pain.
I sniffed, feeling my foot slip off the stone.
Suddenly, I heard someone scream.
A hands wrapped around my arm, preventing me from falling to my death.
I stared at the person, seeing sparkling blue eyes.
"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOURE DOING?!" Shrieked Ami, pulling me up.
She glared at me, her eyes wide with fear.
Before I could reply, I hugged her.
I hugged her tight, sobbing harder than I ever have.
"Petra... don't do that..." she scolded, her voice wavering. "If I was a second later..."
I cried, thinking about how much I'd wanted to disappear.
I heard leaves crunch, and the rest of the new Order appeared.
"PETRA!" Gasped axel. "WHATS WRONG?!"
I continued crying, squeezing my eyes shut.
"She.... almost jumped." Croaked ami.
I opened my eyes to see my friends, all shocked.
Jess even has tears in her eyes.
"We.... didn't know...." whimpered Olivia.
"I'm so sorry, Petra..." breathed Lukas, sounding hoarse. "I had no idea you were struggling this much...."
My voice made a squeaking sound, tears dripping down my neck.
No one said anything.

It was just us.
Standing on the bridge where I almost jumped to my death.

...

"You can ALWAYS count on us for help." Croaked my friends, wrapping me in a hug. "We shouldn't have neglected you for so long. Maybe if we had been sooner.... then we could have helped you."