a/n: So because I'm free today... I update this book. I hope you enjoy it. 

AFTER Kimberly explained everything to us, we went to the 'I don't know' what you called that but it's like that it is the place where you can practice your shooting. I fixed my earmuffs and eye protection as Natsu stand behind my back as he let me handle the gun.

"Natsu?"

"Yes, baby?"

"Can you scoot away?"

"No, baby! I need to teach you how to shoot properly. You need a very skillful private instructor like me. I can also teach you how to sing, how to dance, how to--"

"I'm currently holding a gun and I don't know what that has got to do with dancing and singing," I said cutting off his sentence.

I grimace and rolled my eyes when I saw him look at me like I turn into a freaking mushroom. He pushed me a little before he took over my position. He took the gun that I was holding as his other hand he waves it in front of me like he was doing a magic show.

I just looked at him and removed my earmuffs first as he positioned himself while pointing the gun thru the target.

"I'm bulletproof! Nothing to loooooosee! Fire away, fire away! Ricochet, you take your aim fire away, fire awaaaaaaay. Shoot me doooooown, but I wooon't fall. I am Titaaaaaaaaaanium!"

I once restored my earmuffs to the right place where he had pulled the trigger while singing which caused my headache.

When Natsu finally stop from whatever he's doing - I took the gun on his hand before I looked at the shooting board and almost lost my temper when I saw the shape he had made.

Heart shape?

"I'm really talented, right baby?" he said.

"Just... just shut up, Natsu" I said as I positioned myself once again while I pointed my gun in the target. I could feel the heat coming from his body which makes me lost my concentration. He's close to my back... to close.

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"Natsu."

"Yes, baby?"

"Can you move beside the target?"

"Why?"

"I think I can shoot well if you're beside it."

"But you might hit me."

I turn my head to see his face and flash my sweetest smile to him. "Exactly."

He was about to open his mouth to say something when we heard Kimberly shout "Can you just continue your flirting in the house later? I don't wanna see a live show here"

"We're not flirting." I shout as I give Natsu a death glare "Will you just stay on the bench and let me experience on how to use this? Or you want me to use you as a target." I said as I point my gun to him.

"Woaaah, baby. I was about to go," he said. Natsu kiss me on my forehead like he really treasures me. I bit my lower lips... If only my heart can heal faster... I just wish he would stick around to wait for me to heal. Then maybe... we can start a new one.

I look on his eyes and without saying anything Natsu run towards the nearest bench.

I hold the gun using my right hand and use the other one to support my right hand. I took a deep breath and looked at my target.

The target.

According to Natsu, if I was holding a gun I should just think about positive thoughts. And I agree with him. The board move and I pulled the trigger. It looks like Kimberly doesn't want to make this easy for me.

I rotate my body slightly, my eyes focused on the target. I shut everything out around me, my head, ears, and eyes are all focus on one thing...

Hitting the target.

I can only see the center of the target board. My attention is in there. Another part of me is currently counting the bullets and I know that I'm nearly out of it. When I finally did... my lips twist into an impish smile the moment I saw the result - I was about to show it to him when all of a sudden Natsu pulled me to him and kiss me in my lips.

My eyes grew wider but instead of pushing him away like I always do. I slowly close my eyes as I savored his kisses... answering him... moving my lips with his. I barely notice the people watching around us.

I wrapped my arms around him, pulling him closer to me as he deepened the kiss. He plunges his tongue inside my mouth... paring his tongue with mine.

I know... I shouldn't do this... I know I should give myself time to heal...

But my body and lips are moving on their own. Like this is what my body needs. That even I reject, even I keep thinking that I hate this guy. My heart will surely give up... and that's why I need to fight this feeling that will surely bring my heart into pain.

When our lips parted - I blush when I realize that everyone in this premises is now looking on us - even Kimberly is now looking on us with her mouth hanging open. I tried to pull away but he just wrapped his arms around my waist preventing me to move.

"I'll give you time... but let me kiss you," he said that makes my eyes grew wider.

"Wha--Why?"

"Because I love to kiss you"

I wanted to laugh but doing that will surely make everything worst so I just decided to bite my lower lips. Natsu smile towards me before burying his face in my neck. I can feel him raining tiny kisses there.

"Natsu?"

"Hmm?"

"How can you heal a broken heart?"

He stops for what he was doing and look directly to my eyes. I can see so much guilt in his eyes. For a moment I thought he would cry but he just clears his throat and looks on his side.

"I don't know."

"You never had you're a broken heart?"

...

...

"I did... it was when I saw you running away for me, Lucy."