I'm Losing myself, in a hopeless dream,

I'm Overreacting about every little thing, 

I'm Very tired of fighting all the time, 

It's Everything  I wish I could take back, 

Yeah, I'm in love but, 

to be honest, 

it's not the fairytale, 

kind that every, 

little girl wants, 

it's not the love, 

that someone would, 

always be happy with, 

nor with the person, 

that every girl, 

would brag about, 

it's a very, 

toxic kind, 

of love, 

that kills, 

as it gets, 

stronger, 

and it hurts, 

and it breaks, 

and it causes snaps, 

that get so bad, 

that you'll lose who you are, 

and it'll make, 

the once, 

happy little girl, 

who believed in love, 

who had no scars, 

or bruises, 

and it'll break her, 

she'll stop believing in love, 

she stopped hoping that, 

one day her prince, 

in shining armor,

would come and rescue her, 

her arms are now marked with, 

bloody cuts and bruises, 

she now runs, 

from her problems, 

she cries herself, 

to sleep every night, 

she stopped trusting people, 

she stopped caring, 

she became cold, 

she started to hate, 

she became the girl,

people warned her about, 

she became the girl, 

who stopped talking, 

she became alone, 

she shut herself off, 

from the world, 

so the world could no longer hurt her, 

she let no one, 

absolutley no one, 

get close to her, 

she didn't want to put, 

in a situation like that, 

ever again, 

so yeah, 

i'm in love, 

but dear god, 

i don't want to be.